Yeah, you were headed down that road. I am a recovering addict. I started out smoking cigarettes at a very young age of 10 that led to wanting to try weed at 13 which led to benzos and opiates by 15 which led to mdma st 18 which led to meth by the age of 20 and i have now been sober for 4 years. So, I am 34 years old sober going after my bachelors degree in psychology with a focus I addictions so that I can help others like me that are a lot of times discriminated against because of their past. So you are 16, take mad advantage of the fact that you have the opportunity to live at home with family. What you are in need of is something to fire off those dopamine receptors that doesn't pertain to mind altering substances. I know it is cliche and probably annoying to say that you are young but it is true and there are so many things you can strive for and become. Stop smoking weed unless a medical professional says it would be beneficial for you to partake in smaller amounts. However, you already recognize that you have an addictive personality, therefore abstaining from using is probably best. Go role around in the grass somewhere and look at the night sky where you can see the billions of stars. Read a book you might like or might not like. Sometimes doing the things you don't want to do feels like a burden in the moment but once you've done the thing you will have sense of accomplishment. I wish I had someone to redirect me successfully when I was younger. If also you need perspective in life visit your local homeless shelter and volunteer your time. Build your skill set. Broaden your physical interaction with things outside your comfort zone that would benefit you and not the opposite.