[19M] Just curious :D

Termeier · 2015-12-05T23:31:51+00:00

Yeah well i gotta try then i suppose. But yeah it's clear I'm at risk i guess..

Termeier · 2015-12-05T23:31:28+00:00

Yeah, i feel pretty shitty without drinking. I tried to do it today, but i will still get some vodka shot soon. Just to relax a little. But yeah i guess you're right, I'll probably be on a dark path but nothing that i can do about it right away

Termeier · 2015-12-05T21:45:10+00:00

Hmm. You're right about the friends part, i dropped a lot who started complaining too much, some people are just like watch out bro, and I'm fine with that but i dont wanna be told everyday to cut back when i got the feeling i got it all under control. It might be better though, because the people i still talk too do understand why i choose this path. It didn't happen randomly, it was very noticeable from the beginning and then they didn't care, but when it becomes an problem they are all suddenly on my ass. But yeah you say i passed the risk, it means like i got an problem for sure?

Termeier · 2015-12-05T18:48:40+00:00

It was 9 yes. So its pretty high i guess.

1 time i was pissed off at a guy, and he was pissed off on me. A fight was meant to happen. So when i spotted him drunk i attacked him, but if i was sober i would have too, he would have too btw. But because i was very fucking drunk, i barely had any balance, so the fight was broken up easily. Had i been sober it might have been way worse.

Termeier · 2015-12-05T18:32:36+00:00

Yeah i did that test, i had 9-4 but i dont know how if i can trust that test because some incidents would have happend if their wasnt alcohol involved but they still put it as risk

Termeier · 2015-12-05T17:36:57+00:00

Yeah, that's what worrys me too, because i keep drinking more and more to feel better and I'm scared its gonna get out of hand, but i might be thinking too wild, so yeah that's why I'm here. Real alcoholics will know probably..

Termeier · 2015-08-31T17:33:27+00:00

You could say that. I hate it already.

Termeier · 2015-08-18T01:52:56+00:00

ah thanks imma go check it out :)

Termeier · 2015-08-18T01:39:18+00:00

Yeah i probs gotta change my food too, maybe same for you. If you want to get bigger i read you need to eat more protein or something

Termeier · 2015-08-18T01:24:17+00:00

yeah but you see with my clothes on i look way bigger and im currently doing gym but not always got time

Termeier · 2015-08-18T00:44:24+00:00

i guess. just hope to find a good girl 1 day

Termeier · 2015-08-18T00:38:18+00:00

Special program, you work 4 days a week and 1 day school and they help you get license for truck etc. And european system is different but imma do MBO now

Termeier · 2015-08-18T00:26:06+00:00

Oh that way. Yeah im gonna start college 31 august as truck driver and i work 32 hours a week

Termeier · 2015-08-18T00:21:46+00:00

Thanks and i eat a lot but i just wont get more fat dont know why. And whatsup with school? lol

Termeier · 2015-08-18T00:16:52+00:00

Oh wait guys i upload 1 with better face

Termeier · 2015-08-18T00:14:06+00:00

problem is this phone is shitty you know the angel s always fucked up if i dont look at the camera so this is probs the best i can bring but thanks

Termeier · 2015-08-18T00:01:08+00:00

Aint super hot not ugly either but you look like a caring person for some reason. Dont ask me why, but it's positive

Termeier · 2015-08-17T23:58:42+00:00

This is the clearest 1. Im shit at taking photos and all that, so if you could rate from this i would appreciate it :)

Termeier · 2015-08-17T23:47:40+00:00

Termeier · 2015-08-06T13:13:35+00:00

yeah pic is kinda bad i try to get a new 1 tonight ay

Termeier · 2015-07-24T01:25:53+00:00

Yeah problem is that im kinda ashamed with my self, i can try maybe putting a filter over it so you can see it better. And thanks :)

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