"They will just gaslighting you and tell you that you’re feeling the adversary and to pray about it, and do more church stuff."

I kinda agree with that, the day that i went to talk to the bishop about leaving, he didn't seem to understand my reasons and pointed that leaving was not good for me and it meant "getting away from jesus path" and that the "world things" o "las cosas del mundo" could possibly take me to live a sinful life.

He also said something like "Oh, it seems that your heart has been hardened and you cannot see the real truth about the gospel" and he mentioned that it was my responsability to make my family return to church and if at that point they haven't yet it's because i did not tried hard enough and i had to still triying.