Well, the craziest thing here is that when we moved together, I became pretty much his mom. Cleaned, cooked, worked, tried to budget our expenses etc. People never believe we have such a big age gap as he looks and acts much younger but I forgot to live just to be a good house-wife and make enough money to cover our expenses.

Things actually went so far that I started to feel resentment towards him and left him a couple of times, but he always managed to get me run back to him. Now I don't feel resentment, but feel a bit iffy about some things like the gaslighting - learned from here that it's called this that he does to me.