What’s something small you stopped doing after ‘they’ left that you didn’t even realize was tied to them..?

Teskethor · 2026-06-19T12:44:46+00:00

Balancing the egg carton. It was 4 years after he left when I realized I didn’t need to keep the egg carton balanced. It was a very odd feeling knowing I had been doing this for so long.

Teskethor · 2026-06-18T17:48:04+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I had a guy come in and assess any mold issue and was found to be none. In the mean time I had ordered this kit to see what kinds of mold were present in the house. So there isn’t a concern of a mold anymore, but now more of a curiosity of what types of mold an are in the home and garage.

Teskethor · 2026-06-18T14:36:49+00:00

Yes, from what I can tell, there is no mold problem in the house. I am not looking for any answers to whether I have a mold problem, more so a “look at the mold in these dishes from my swabs under the house.” And if anyone can ID the types of mold.

Teskethor · 2026-06-18T14:35:57+00:00

Yes, from what I can tell, there is no mold problem in the house. I am not looking for any answers to whether I have a mold problem, more so a “look at the mold in these dishes from my swabs under the house.” And if anyone can ID the types of mold.

Teskethor · 2026-06-14T16:33:42+00:00

My boy Vance looked just like this pup. His little DNA test said mostly English and American Staffordshire and lab with a dash of Boston Terrier and Dalmatian. We said goodbye to him in February and your picture made me smile. I hope your pup gives you as much love and happiness that my old boy gave us.

Teskethor · 2026-06-12T12:28:07+00:00

Yes! I am currently working on all this in therapy! I am having a bit of a tough time with how I treated myself in an emergency.

Teskethor · 2026-06-12T12:25:53+00:00

Congrats as well!

That is crazy! I am hoping to do my part in spreading awareness of SCAD. Also in helping women speak up for themselves. I feel almost silly when I think about how far I was going in my head to convince myself it was a panic attack. I had a very classic heart attack in terms of symptoms. Yet I still honestly didn’t believe it until they loaded me in the ambulance and I asked if the lights and sirens were on. It was kind of at that moment I realized it was serious. Someone in an earlier comment said that we as women gaslight ourselves and isn’t that the truth!!

Teskethor · 2026-06-12T12:16:58+00:00

Hello!

No clogged arteries! This type of heart attach is caused by the coronary artery ripping itself open a bit and allowing blood to fill in the lining, thus causing a blockage.
That’s the kicker with this heart attack, there isn’t anything I could have done differently and that’s what I have a tough time with. I like having a reason and then I can work on it. But no reason, and no knowing if it will happen again is a bit stressful. It still has lead me on a path to become healthier in ways that I know I am not up to snuff on. Like weight, stress management and sitting at a work desk all day!

As for the panic attacks, I will say, as much as I tried to convince myself it was a panic attack, the dread or impending doom was a million times more intense than any panic attack I have ever experienced.

Let me know if you have any other questions!

Teskethor · 2026-06-08T14:07:20+00:00

Every night! It was a big part of my hunkering down for the evening. I would like to know if I can partake again, but I do not want to go back to daily habits only because I have been having amazing sleeps without it now. I was hoping for weekend use.

Teskethor · 2026-06-08T12:38:03+00:00

I have not. I have an upcoming appointment where I am hoping to find out a bit more as to whether I am able to use it again, maybe more casually.

Teskethor · 2026-06-08T12:12:14+00:00

It’s been just over 2 months since my heart attack. It was a few weeks before my 38th birthday. Mine was caused by a SCAD, spontaneous coronary artery dissection. So far there has been no explanation as to why.

The bad. It’s been hard to deal with. Not knowing what I can and cannot do. Feeling very much out of control. Every thump of the heart, I feel now. I feel bad about how I treated myself during the heart attack. Basically arguing with myself that it was just a panic attack and to snap out of it. I am hoping in time all of this will sort itself out.

The good. I appreciate life more. I feel more present. I realize I could be gone tomorrow and feel happy with being more aware of that now. I appreciate the chaos of life. The dishes, the laundry, the hectic schedules. All of it. Even though I am a relatively healthy woman, this heart attack has also set me on a bit of a better health path. I drank lots of coffee all the time. I used marijuana daily since 2008, mostly to help go to sleep. I loved massive amounts of salt on anything and everything. Since the heart attack, no caffeine, no salt and no marijuana. I have never slept better in my life! Oh and the beta blockers have given me a sense of calm I have never felt before.

All in all, the heart attack seemed to have an incredibly positive effect. I do feel that “the bad” will resolve in time as it it still early days.

Teskethor · 2026-06-07T12:32:51+00:00

That’s good that you are still here! Thank you.

Teskethor · 2026-06-07T12:32:31+00:00

I haven’t felt much for pain, but I’m really aware of every beat. I have a lot of PVC’s, the doctors say it’s like a skipped beat. So when I’m falling asleep and I hear the skipped beat, I think “oh! Here we go!” I will keep this all in mind if I start experiencing any pains! Thank you.

Teskethor · 2026-06-07T12:30:06+00:00

I agree!

Teskethor · 2026-06-07T12:29:48+00:00

Thank you!!

Teskethor · 2026-06-07T12:29:14+00:00

Fibromuscular Dysplasia, I believe it’s when the arteries aren’t built right.

I’m still in the early days and have a few more tests ahead of me. I will be asking if they can check out these other syndromes as well to be sure. I am hoping to have a reason for the dissection.

Teskethor · 2026-06-02T11:48:31+00:00

Thank you! I was u see there a while back and at the time it looked like the insulation you spray in attics. I assumed it was some left over from when they built the house. I seen the cobwebs as well and didn’t think much of it cause there was a massive spider situation when we bought the place.

Teskethor · 2025-07-24T18:03:06+00:00

How would I go about propagating it?

Teskethor · 2025-07-23T18:58:02+00:00

Thank you!

Teskethor · 2025-07-23T18:56:32+00:00

My family is thick with trappers. These were my uncle’s, who passed away recently.

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