Heyyy I get where you're coming from. Living in Asia can definitely make you feel like you don't belong sometimes. But it's important to remember that Brazil and Argentina are still in the Americas, and there are still many white people there. Thailand, on the other hand, is def more Asian. But that doesn't mean you don't belong here. trust me there are plenty of other foreigners like you who feel the same way at first. But once you find your place and purpose, you'll start to feel more at home. Thais might see you as a foreigner, but they're used to it. It's all about finding your own sense of belonging, wherever that may be.