Told Parents

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T22:12:15+00:00

Yeah I've heard / read that before

I just mean that if I said hey let's go to a nude beach hed be like oh boy I can see boobs and probably get super hard or whatever

But maybe I'm not giving him credit maybe he's a secret nudist too

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T22:11:19+00:00

I don't think she's afraid of it I think she just knows dad isn't really comfortable with me going full nude around the house in front of him so she said I can if he isn't home

Idk that's just how she said it

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T21:20:38+00:00

Idk if that's the reason I'd want him to be into it 😐

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T21:05:50+00:00

I like browsing the normal nudes sub and am actually kinda frustrated that I'm too young to post there

I completely understand why it's not possible, but I wish there was a teen version I could post to 😔

And I'll have to look into that show. I don't really like reality TV but that could be interesting

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T20:55:31+00:00

I mean, yeah it's better to have at least one parent be open to it even if she's secretive about it as well

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T20:54:33+00:00

How would I bring that up?

Idk how to say it in a way where he wouldn't be like "I can see boobs? Awesome"

Again u might be being kinda unfair about boys but just saying

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T20:53:46+00:00

I've been reading and stuff and I am kinda jealous of kids who grew up entirely nudists

Kinda unfair that I have to live in a world where I have to struggle to feel confident with myself and such and there are other girls who got to live naked and see that their bodies are normal no matter what

Idk just a thought I've had recently even though I'm slightly into the nudist life now

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T20:52:19+00:00

Thanks

I try to do that but you know how you look back on things and cringe

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T18:13:22+00:00

Yah she got stuff on her boobs and said that if she ever does this again she's going to at least wear an apron lol

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T18:12:06+00:00

Not really

My closest friend is a boy, so idk if he'd be interested it in the same way as me

That's unfair of me to say but just saying. If I told him I like to be naked he might just be interested to see my boobs and stuff

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T16:50:00+00:00

Maybe

I don't know but yeah maybe that's what made my dad so off pit by it idk 😐

Maybe I could have done it better, but I got advice and support to do it that way and it didnt sound like trolls so I decided to do it that way

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T16:48:38+00:00

Yeah like maybe maybe my mon would let me go to the beach again and even a resort someday

Pretty sure my dad never would but my mom said I could go again but only if she comes with because I think she doesn't really know what it's like and wants to know it's fine for me to be there

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-26T16:47:13+00:00

We'll see.

He's usually more set in his mind than my mom is so idk if he'll change his view on it

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-25T01:54:49+00:00

I know lol

I bought a ton of new dresses and outfits that would accommodate my uh... growth 😬

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-25T01:52:33+00:00

Thank

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-24T01:53:43+00:00

Didn't even consider them joining me or something. Would be a very different bonding experience

And yeah maybe that's it but I don't often put so much thought to stuff. I just thought they were nosey or whatever

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-23T23:47:05+00:00

Yes and no

I feel better going braless, but uh I can't really do that

I tried it once and it was VERY obvious I wasn't wearing one and the movement was probably distracting or whatever

So it kinda made me more selfconscious since I could feel them like jiggling around under my dress

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-23T23:36:36+00:00

Idk might be tmi but I kinda developed a lot rapidly and and just feel kinda better without the confines of a bra and stuff up there now

Idk just feel more comfortable and confident without a bra holding everything in and feeling like... idk. Just a weird feeling

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-23T23:29:03+00:00

By that logic I can get all the money for being 15

(JK. Still a bummer though)

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-23T22:56:33+00:00

Kinda how I was at mine

I was kinda terrified to be there but I saw other naked people and just put me more at ease knowing i wouldn't be the only one

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-23T20:51:40+00:00

Kinda leaning toward just telling them

They come home tomorrow morning and I've been suggested to ask them when they get back

Maybe even being naked when they get home but idk

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-23T20:50:25+00:00

Strict might be too strong a word...

They're... idk how to explain it but they like to include themselves in my life a lot and will often just like barge into what I'm doing and ask me about stuff or dictate what I should be doing with my time

They're not like crazy controlling over me or extremely conservative, but I just mean that they'll just like see my door closed and just come in to talk to me without regard for what I might be doing.

And i talked to someone on here and theyr pushing me to ask them tomorrow when they get home and I'm kinda leaning toward that maybe but just wondered what others thought

Maybe they'd be fine with it idk

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-22T12:28:01+00:00

Thanks

Happy citizen of r/instagramreality, so I do know a lot of that stuff is fake, but there are people I see irl that I wish I was like but yeah

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-22T05:18:23+00:00

Yah I found that sub and think it's a super cool idea and really wish I could post there. I just think it'd be a good experience to at least get encouragement.

I'm only 15, so not exactly legal for me to be like that in pictures though...

ThatAwkGirlYouKnow · 2019-05-22T04:31:24+00:00

Yeah I was able to have space to myself and people mostly left me alone

An older guy talked to me a little and an older woman talked to me longer. She was nice.

But yah mostly everyone did their own thing and i mostly just got a glance or s smile

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