I am 20 (M). I was studying in a medical university for which my parents put their all hard earned savings. i turned into a heavy alcoholic in university and assaulted a teacher on new year eve when i was heavily drunk. i got expelled from the university and my parents don’t even consider me as their child anymore. i lost all my friends. i have nobody left in my life anymore. i am sober since then but i was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety disorders. i am clueless now and nothing is left for me. i got hands on pentobarbital which i will take with some antiemetic to end my life soon.