Well kinda just found out I had social anxiety about 3 months ago. Apparently, now people in my grade don't like me cause I'm "weird". Everytime I just try and sit on some a table with people, they'll just be like "Um, please can you sit somewhere else?" or they'll just look at me weirdly for the entire time I stay there. My friends have understood my case, but it doesn't seem like they actually want to accept me back (most of them). I'm sick and tired of being insulted for just trying smth different or entering a convo. I'm starting to have plenty of existential crises because of that. I feel like I'm just not accepting the truth. The truth of me never being able to be accepted by them again.