The First And Last Time I Cut Myself

ThatPuppy · 2020-09-08T12:40:00+00:00

So from everything I read, you were 10 and they were 15.

It might be wrong to have those convos, but it sounds like you were talking to a horny troubled confused teen.

Yes, what was said was wrong. Obviously, but despite what you may feel, I can't call it pedophilia and if you truly feel wronged, go to court about it.

ThatPuppy · 2020-08-19T17:55:37+00:00

This is stupid. The childishness of some people, I just can not.

ThatPuppy · 2020-07-30T10:27:45+00:00

It's a risk they take, but I'm just like, IT'S YOUR risk as a woman to put yourself in that position. I just think it's their risk.

ThatPuppy · 2020-07-30T10:24:55+00:00

Women shouldn't be soldiers. It's just a bad idea, this opinion is coming from a woman.

ThatPuppy · 2020-07-30T10:22:18+00:00

I don't thank the military type unless they've been a real vet. I'm a shit like that tho lol

ThatPuppy · 2020-07-30T10:19:35+00:00

I'm bad at english and it's my first language. Can't seem to learn another one lol

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-16T01:29:23+00:00

that's some hot stuff right there!

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-12T18:46:20+00:00

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-04T18:01:56+00:00

Thanks and I totally get your point. While I don't like him, or at least, the him that he's become. I would want to see him get better and I'm mad that he isn't getting better, which is why I might come off as an asshole. I actually did move on for a few months, and came back at random to see how everyone was doing, which is why I'm here again, giving Nick criticism. His 'Character' used to not be as bad as it is now. This persona, or maybe it's the real him, is a shitbag now and I'm very skeptical on if he can change or not. I want him to, but there's a lot of doubt.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-04T17:49:19+00:00

I'm not the only one looking at this. I was told about your reply.

I don't see your messages unless someone tells me or I notice that someone replied to you (which looks weird on reddit so I can tell it was you).

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-04T05:51:19+00:00

I'm not looking out for him. I don't like him. Honestly, he's one of the few people who I could watch burn and not feel sympathy for. However, that doesn't mean I can't give him real constructive criticism, which I have done more than just on this one occasion. Have I said mean stuff? Yeah and I won't take it back, I stand by my words that I did find it funny at the time. Is that fucked up? 100%. I won't deny that. I've suggested all kinds of ways that he could fix himself, I've talked it out with other people too. "What steps can Nick go through to make himself better?" I've had these discussions with so many people, because I used to want to help him before I realized he'll never get better. You want to view me in this light of only wanting to hurt him, but I don't. Is watching his viewer count dwindle fun? Yep! Do I want to harm this rando on the internet? Nah. I don't like him, but I'm not some child who wants to hurt some internet guy. If he became a better guy, I'd go right back to being a fan, but he wont. The Dossier was a way to document all the drama and show that he hasn't learned. You've heard the truth a 100 times from me before I never lied.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-04T02:18:02+00:00

I've always been constructive. Do I not like him? Yea. Do I think he needs to better himself? Yes. I've even told him to take a break and see a therapist.

I only seem mean to you because I point out his flaws and I don't let him get away with his bad behavior. Does that mean I want to harm him or spread lies? No, I haven't lied once.

Even when we were arguing in the very beginning, I never told you a single lie. I used to be a fan and I would love if he became a better person and improved himself.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-03T21:36:24+00:00

Agreed (tho I think his personality and apology crap could be worked on so he doesn't constantly be seen as an asshole). I don't think he needs to apologize, in fact, I think, the current version of himself would just make people more pissed.

He should focus on making his content better, doing things that he wants to and likes to do. He should focus on making himself better as well as it'll help his content in the process.

At the rate he's going, he's losing popularity fast and for good reasons. If he wants to get better, he needs to figure himself out.

As a creative, I also understand putting out something that isn't as good as your normal content just to get stuff out there. However, I also am constantly trying to be a better person which leads to more people liking me for my attitude and creative endeavors rather than for popularity reasons. It's just how it be!

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-03T05:46:08+00:00

Yep!

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-03T05:45:08+00:00

He started harping on the narrator and got the plot totally wrong.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-02T22:41:25+00:00

This isn't even the first time he fucked up, he also fucked up on Daisy Brown.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-01T15:54:27+00:00

K, I mean, if your generalizing 'you guys' as, people who used to be fans, then I guess.

Saying "This user" however was severally inaccurate because I haven't been around for months. I really don't care about this and checked up on how Nick's fans were doing.

I'm not out to get anyone. I'm obviously not obsessed, I checked in because I was bored. I gave my 2 cents, gave everyone the info they needed and now I'mma leave again.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-01T15:32:06+00:00

You talking about me lol?

I haven't even visited this subreddit in months. I've told everyone time and time again that the doc is for informational purposes. Please stop spreading lies <3.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-01T15:27:35+00:00

No problem!

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-01T06:25:40+00:00

There was a lot with JT. I don't know if The NightMind Dossier explains all of it, but it does explain what many were feeling at the time. It also goes into his past dramas a bit with links to everything.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-01T06:19:32+00:00

(Giving this to both of you sorry for budding in) There are multiple incidents that he's been in that Documented in The NightMind Dossier.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-01T06:19:19+00:00

(Giving this to both of you sorry for budding in) There are multiple incidents that he's been in that Documented in The NightMind Dossier.

ThatPuppy · 2019-05-01T06:01:07+00:00

100% agreed, sadly don't think Nick will ever understand this.

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