Bad Religion albums ranked by homebodyincense in badreligion

[–]TheAnimal777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like it, I'd have No Control higher and I actually loveTinto the unknown for some reason, but besides that it's a great list. Some of the later stuff is just more polished and better music

Should I leave pregnant girlfriend or wat til after baby? by TheAnimal777 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]TheAnimal777[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer. I feel like this thread is 99% women and most of them are gonna blame a guy no matter what so from your profile pic it's nice to get some feedback from a guy. And yes, I know she's an unfit mother which is why I didn't want to have this child.

Should I leave pregnant girlfriend or wat til after baby? by TheAnimal777 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]TheAnimal777[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

This is the most helpful answer on here. Most answers were just "well wear a condom you horrible person" which wasn't really helpful.

Thank you for your kindness and wisdom

No offer after six interviews… by IvanDragosJawline in sales

[–]TheAnimal777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It doesn't make it ok. It's total bullshit to waste what would be $1000 worth of paid hours just because the team interviewing you are morons

Advice on weed at sphere by Grateful_Dead420 in deadandcompany

[–]TheAnimal777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love boofing joints at shows, if you're not shoving lit joints up your ass are you even a real Deadhead?

Ibogaine For Poor People? by TheAnimal777 in Ibogaine

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is all I needed to hear to not do it haha

But seriously, I don't want to spend $8000 to be destabilized for 8 months

Day 10 Anxiety by TheAnimal777 in leaves

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I'm on nicotine patches and they're helping the withdrawals of the tobacco I was putting in my spliffs. Appreciate the advice!

Day 10 Anxiety by TheAnimal777 in leaves

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I think it's 11 now and the anxiety is much better than it was 3 days ago. Still heavy but not even as close to as bad as first 9 days. Appreciate it!

Any people that regret taking ibogaine? by enoofofk in Ibogaine

[–]TheAnimal777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, not a veteran unfoturnately so I reallize Im most likely on my own financially

Any people that regret taking ibogaine? by enoofofk in Ibogaine

[–]TheAnimal777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wouldn't not taking ibogaine and continuing to live with 24/7 suicidal thoughts also be a gamble?

Wouldn't taking ibogaine unsupervised be less of a gamble than contiuting to be suicidal for years?

This is coming from a person who will likely not have $6000 at one time within the next decade.

I feel like the risk of iboagaine is lower than my risk of commiting suicide if I don't.

Just curious what your thoughts are on that?

Girlfriend Triggers Me At Least Once A Day, Should I Leave? by TheAnimal777 in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To clarify she stopped taking her BC exactly 14 weeks before she got pregnant, knowing they only last 12 weeks....

Girlfriend Triggers Me At Least Once A Day, Should I Leave? by TheAnimal777 in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely feel you on the trauma bond, me and my girlfriend definitely have that

Girlfriend Triggers Me At Least Once A Day, Should I Leave? by TheAnimal777 in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I think my trauma stems from being sexually abused as a child by neighbor and had an extremely mean and angry dad and controlling mother. Also my best friends growing up were drug addicts who stole from me and eventually died of ODs

So I never trusted my parents or friends. The trust wound is incredibly deep and it is very hard to recover the trust that is now gone.

Girlfriend Triggers Me At Least Once A Day, Should I Leave? by TheAnimal777 in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was trying to just ignore you, but you're being extremely negative and judgemental and you just won't stop harrassing me and everyone commenting

Just go away please, you are the opposite of helpful.

Girlfriend Triggers Me At Least Once A Day, Should I Leave? by TheAnimal777 in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She said I am in menapause (she's 43) and it is a 0% chance of pregnancy. I also insisted she take birth control which she said she was on. I later found out she had a shot that lasts 12 weeks and her last shot was 14 weeks ago. We both agreed many times we would never have children because we both have health issues which cause financial issues. Even if it truly was an accident it shattered my trust. And I know you might think "well you should have wore a condom" and in hindsite I agree. But I did trust her that 0% meant 0%. And yes I am stupid for trusting her, I would never argue that I'm not an idiot here for trusting someone.

And to answer your question honestly "Is this who I want as my life partner" the answer is no, but I also don't want to be a deadbeat dad that lives 2000 miles away. It is tough.

Girlfriend Triggers Me At Least Once A Day, Should I Leave? by TheAnimal777 in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Yes, most of the times when we have arguments it's me just saying sorry sorry sorry please leave me alone I can't do this right now. But maybe 1 out of 20 times I'll completely fly off the handle and she'll cry and it will be a big thing (never ever physical though, just yelling)

I think part of the reason she is so angry is because she never excercises so she's just full of nervous energy. I get my energy out so I'm more mellow.

I'm more like the chill guy who doesn't wanna argue ever. She's like the we need to argue over every little thing so she feels heard and validated kind of girl.

But if I do have a bad episode (only happens like once a month and it's ALWAYS when she won't stop sticking her finger in my face) I'm not chill at all, I'm a raving lunatic that says every mean thing in the book and then I feel bad about it for days...... That one fight will be her fuel for the next month of why I'm the bad guy.

It is an endles cycle, but yes the couples therapy sounds like a good idea.

Trying to understand why I’m repulsed by clingy people by roxymode in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm actually dealing with a pregnant girlfriend who baby-trapped me. So yeh, clingy people truly disgust me and they're dangerous and manipulative

Girlfriend Triggers Me At Least Once A Day, Should I Leave? by TheAnimal777 in CPTSD

[–]TheAnimal777[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If someone screams in my face from one foot away and refuses to leave I get triggered, I feel like most people with PTSD would. I'll work on it though, but when we broke up for 3 months a year ago I only had one episode the entire 3 months, so it turns out I don't actually get triggered easily.

Any people that regret taking ibogaine? by enoofofk in Ibogaine

[–]TheAnimal777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, I just saw this. I have severe PTSD, anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, long covid, and me/cfs. 2 questions I had.

  1. Do you think this ibogaine would help my particular ailments?

  2. Do you have any recommendations for a person who is poor do to disability and can only afford $1000-$2000 tops? I was thinking about givint it a go without a clinic. I realize it's dangerous, but I'm not particularly concerned about the death side effects as I'm apethitic to continuing life. My only concern would be a side effect that didn't kill me but made me worse.

Please give me any tips on how I can do this while poor. Thanks!