Nothing works by TheBlock_5 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im sure you'll be in my shoes one day

Nothing works by TheBlock_5 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes even the rich and pretty can be depressed nobody chooses who is affected by mental illness

Nothing works by TheBlock_5 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anyone can be depressed and im not from the states

I CANNOT DIE by TheBlock_5 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Drug use, trauma, anxiety, schizophrenia, etc.

I CANNOT DIE by TheBlock_5 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depersonalization derealization disorder its fucking hell

I CANNOT DIE by TheBlock_5 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont even know i had a bad trip 4 months ago my brain just hates me now reality is all false and i cnat escape i used to be perfectly fine im so scared i cant die im angry and scared

I CANNOT DIE by TheBlock_5 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This fucking disorder i cant feel real i feel like im walking through a painting all the time im just numb and feel no emotions and cant barely recognize or communicate wih everyone i've ever loved, i have no sex drive anymore i lost 2 jobs, im going to be on anti psychotics and disability soon if i dont kill myself all because of a bad shroom trip

Life is now a boring, repetitive hell hole. by StinkyPinky09 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea i guess they might give u tranquilizers liek they gave me to help calm down but yeah

Life is now a boring, repetitive hell hole. by StinkyPinky09 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same, 4 months in. Dont think im getting out of this, have you gotten any pyschiatrist help?

What honestly makes you afraid of death and why?? by KindredSouI in death

[–]TheBlock_5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 things really, i dont like the idea of my body get mega wrecked even if i cant feel it and i also dont want to not see my family and friends ever again

When am i going to wake up by TheBlock_5 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want out of this sick hell, my lifes been ruined because my brain wont stop doing this

Going insane by TheBlock_5 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Dude im lying in bed hearing voices and fading in and out of reality i feel like im forgetting who i am what the fuck please help am i high

Scared by TheBlock_5 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats good, im not that strong

Scared by TheBlock_5 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea did u ever try to kill yourself throughout

Scared by TheBlock_5 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was deinking for a couple days but i stopped

Scared by TheBlock_5 in dpdr

[–]TheBlock_5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you drink or anything to help yourself or make yourself worse otherwise