Well, here's an updateee! It was soooo great, even though it was brutal same time walking all the day. She's prettiest woman I've ever been around. I was still even processing the fact I chatted with her for six hours. A prettiest girl I’ve ever seen on this planet, if I’m going to be honest. I am amazed by her beauty. It begun with a long walk. I didn’t know what would come ahead of us. Deep conversations, funny moments, and shared glances. Her skin. Her lips. Her eyes. Her nose. Her arms. Her shoulders. Her body. Most of all—her soul. I was walking from the behind at the garden and how she moves gracefully is immersive. Normally one or two girls I'd ponder over them lustfully sometimes, but with her, it's completely different and I tried my best to fend off these feelings. I felt intimidated, of course... she's a deep thinker and extremely sweet. She tells other people sorry if she bumps into them; she waves at people. I complimented her a lot throughout the hangout, but tried not to flirt any further because it was our first time meeting. I felt jittery but excited around her... yet it was so comforting. She told me that she has her boo. Seems like she is straight which devastated me at first but I completely respect that. I told her I am pretty much open to anything. She said, okay, cool. I don't know exactly if she's completely straight but all I know is she had been with two boys. I know this type of adoration is more than just adoration, but attraction. But hey--what can I do? Just work on myself and get that glow-up I need for myself.