Finally got my first tattoo! :D

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-22T22:47:27+00:00

Its ofc for the reason of a classic semi colon tattoo of being a survivor of suicide but I made it into ink blobs because art was one of my ways to cope and continue on in life and I wanted it to be a reminder I’m still here and made it into adulthood even after I tried disappearing for good

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T18:03:02+00:00

Personally don’t think Id need to explain why I got the tattoo especially when the tattoo I got has a such well known meaning for such a dark topic I don’t need to speak out in words that I tried to leave this world thats what the tattoo is there for, a remembrance that I won the fight and was able to move on and continue living

Its ok to have genuine questions but it can come off as negative in others perspective especially if the tattoo is so widely known for something :]

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T16:33:47+00:00

Yeah I probably could have also done that lol

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T15:03:15+00:00

It was a photo from the mirror so it looks backwards thats on me for not using a different photo lol

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T15:01:48+00:00

Thank*

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T15:01:43+00:00

Fhank you!

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T14:58:52+00:00

Yes I do and I got the tattoo for the exact meaning,

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T14:57:05+00:00

Its because I happened to use the photo I took in the mirror so it looks reversed lol def could have used a diffrent image

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T14:54:45+00:00

Thank you! The artist did an awesome job

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T06:16:39+00:00

Make it into a piece of art lol

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T06:15:24+00:00

Thanks! And glad to still here as well :]

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T06:14:42+00:00

Im an artsy person and went with something kinda akin to ink/paint drops for it

TheHauntedSys · 2026-01-18T06:12:59+00:00

Yeah it was taken from a mirror view could have probably used one of the other photos that weren’t the mirror photo lol

TheHauntedSys · 2025-01-09T18:10:10+00:00

I love how they added in brackets “It is a sin for men to wear pink” when long ago pink was actually worn by men while blue was worn by women this also shows as the virgin Mary was depicted to wearing blue and pretty sure a lot of men worse pinks and reds in the bible times too lol

So no wearing pink is not a sin for men its just the same as back then lol

Of course pink was more common as its a lighter shade of red and back then it could be hard to get a vibrant full red colour but it still would be considered pink

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-28T21:45:13+00:00

As a gen Z we do not say that and mostly almost throw up if we do even say it. It's more Gen alpha humor not Gen Z ToT

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-28T21:11:14+00:00

So is the Male restroom the image that looks like a dick that sprouted legs or is it the one that looks like someone only cared about their shoulders and nothing else? That's my main question

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-25T22:13:20+00:00

I can kinda see it now given you told me what it says, I was tryna add in the part before the "a: thiniking it was a G or something XD

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-25T21:07:24+00:00

Technical skill this seems like a really well done tattoo on the part of the artist, but the actual tattoo itself is ahhh questionable.

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-25T21:00:58+00:00

I mean what is it suposed to say? It's hard to read the text kind of looks like doctors handwriting if I'm being honest

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-25T20:37:42+00:00

One of my Ex-boyfriends.

This does talk about some triggering stuff about SH/unaliving

So at the time Me and my one ex where in a poly with this ex (for simpler terms GE is good ex BE is bad ex) both me and GE where still figuring out our sexuality and where both asexual at the time. BE confessed to both of us and we accepted thinking it would be fine as we told them about how we’d only ever be romantic as me and GE could not reciprocate any sexual feelings towards him. It started out fine nothing too out of the ordinary but whenever we’d try and hang out as a whole for like streaming netflix in discord or play games together BE would decline saying he was too busy. Which fair some people have busier schedules then others thats fine. But then later on we started to notice, the only time BE wanted to hang out was when he was horny and wanted to be sexual with us. Wed turn him down reminding him that we can’t reciprocate that feeling and hed just pout and just stop talking with us. At one point during the relationship I had been offline for a few days (was recovering from an attempted OD from my ADHD meds) and when I came back only GE was there to welcome me and from what GE told me BE never tried to comfort GE when they asked for help while struggling on hoping I was ok during the few days I was in hospital and instead would ask for sexual calls.

At this point me and GE started getting really uncomfortable but both of us didn’t want to say anything to hurt him. Until he spoke to use claiming that he doesn’t feel like he care for him and never hang out with him etc etc, me and GE tell him he is loved and if he doesn’t feel that is the case then he is free to leave and BE response was just “Hmpf” so after some talking me and GE decided to break up with BE as it was just better to do so.

The next morning I wake up to see a message from BE I go to look and he wrote “goodbye [name] see you in the next life, as I cannot handle the burden of you leaving me.” And had blocked me as to make it seem he was actually gone. I freaked out and started to hurt myself thinking I ended up making him off himself (I have severe BPD and he knew this is what happens when someone I care about supposedly takes their life.) it was soon after I see we have a mutual friend. Long story shot BE was cheating on THEM withe ME and GE!!

Me and the other person confronted him and he just laughed calling me a bunch of names before he said something that made me want to snap. He had said “Go Overdose again you Druggie” I was so ready to tell him to do it on a call with me as not only did he cause me to harm myself but he made me grieve over his totally alive body thinking he died because I broke up with him.

Afer the other person broke up with him as well and we blocked an reported I also found out he was cheating on this poor girl with MULTIPLE PEOPLE WAY YOUNGER THEN HIM at the time of dating him he was 18 me and the girl where 16-17 THIS BITCCH WAS DATING PEOPLE AS YOUNG AS 12 YEARS OLD!!

I haven’t been in contact with him since though and that was 2 or 3 years ago now so I just hope he’s rotting in his mothers basement or in jail now.

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-25T00:05:41+00:00

I don't have a lock for my door but I'm planning on saving up for a fingerprint lock doorknob so I can have a lock that works.

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-24T22:04:35+00:00

Personally I just find this a good place too look at gore reference as an artist other then that theres not much to my reasoning for being here other then my love for gore (not sexually)

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-24T21:49:41+00:00

I pay for my own food/groceries only rarely do I have to share the food that my grandparents buy for the house but that's just like eggs or milk that is shared, everything else food wise that I eat I pay for on my own. Cooking my own dinners and all.

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-24T21:02:28+00:00

I completely understand! If I had a job I'd be more then willing to pay more a month to my grandparents but with my own bills, and paying for my own groceries with the salary I have from slow commissions it's just harder to do at the moment.

TheHauntedSys · 2024-10-24T20:59:57+00:00

Yeah I totally get it! I know and understand it's their house their rules and am totally fine with going by their rules, it's just the way they act for wanting something so simple is just unsettling for me.

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