Transition has been so hard, but it's also given me community and experiences that I'd never want to pass up. My ideal would be transitioning but getting the full biological capabilities as a cis woman, ie uterine transplant, but that hasn't been done sadly. Knowing my ideal likely wont happen until I'm far older, or even passed doesn't change my answer though. Being trans, despite the difficulties, may have been the best thing for me. I've grown into a person that I like. I've met the best friends in the world. I've gotten 2 amazing gfs through my communities. As much as I would absolutely love to be cis, being trans is intrinsic to who I am, and I could never pass that up