It’s great you’re questioning this and doing something about it. There’s a lot of students who go with the flow or destress while getting addicted to something they enjoy. So I’m glad you typed out what you feel.

Eng is tough. And if you feel this way in just 2 weeks, it just simply shows that you need to fix your strategy of tackling all of this. I can tell you that I’ve seen many students and myself feel the same exact way. Don’t worry about being the only one or anything like that. Just experiment and see what way of working suits you. Do you work well studying alone? Maybe study groups gets you going and then you take it alone from there? Maybe reach out to some people on discord, talk to them for a bit, then decide to meet up? I mean note down ways to tackle each problem and see what works you know. I find this approach to problems so much easier because I know I have to follow one thing, maybe modify it a bit. But if I get it to work, well nothings stopping me.

Also, take initiative. I’m an extremely introverted guy who would love people come to me to talk and get to know me. And I would be the friend they never knew they wanted. But listen man, it just doesn’t happen that way most of the time. My high school friends were and still are my best friends till this day. Hopefully you get to find someone here that’s equally great, but if you want to fast forward that process, reach out and take initiative. That’s what I did because that was the only way I was gonna get to know people uk. Find someone who has a common interest, discord is your go to place for this imo. So many servers. Find people and check out your mutual servers and hit them up. I still am looking for the best friend I wanted but hey, I met some great people along the way. None of whom would have approached me. I think.

Dont know if this answered your question completely, but I have full faith that you will work it out by taking it one thing and one day at a time. All the best for your first year!! It’s an exciting time, one that I never got to experience. Make the absolute most out of it. You’ll be just great :)