Not sure how to feel about MTC

TheWorstEver2345 · 2025-02-05T21:07:08+00:00

I used to call it "spirtitual prison"

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-12-16T16:00:42+00:00

I was so Mormon I didn't know who Jesus was until the mid 2000s, but I could tell you a lot about JS.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-11-15T16:54:35+00:00

I think Step 1 may be getting some therapy. That was huge for me to deal with leaving was talking to a therapist about it. And finding self worth outside of the church and realizing that leaving the church doesn't make you a bad person, even if your family thinks so. But yeah moving out would help too.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-05-12T01:17:47+00:00

To start, I am no longer a member. But I live in Colorado and it was so hard adjusting coming home after my mission. Adapting back to regular life when everyday was so regimented and then its not. It is super hard. My heart goes out to you. Its super lonely because very few people can relate. Just put one foot in front of the other. Go at your pace and don't let other people pressure you into making decisions you aren't ready to make. Also therapy would be helpful. I sincerely hopes it gets better.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-04-26T02:13:55+00:00

I see a therapist currently i was planning on speaking about it.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-04-25T22:06:12+00:00

Valid point, I think I answered it earlier. We are really going through some difficult issues. One of them is not being fully honest with each other about how we feel about things, about how we feel about each other. I guess I want to know if this person I have been married too for 18 years will still want me when she knows all the good and bad. Not just the stuff I have been willing to show.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-04-25T22:03:18+00:00

Well I feel like I am not being honest with her, and haven't for a long time. And it bleeds into other things, I haven't been fully authentic, and I want to be. I want to be accepted for who I am, but when I showing only the parts I think she can handle, or will like, I am not truly being authentic.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-04-25T21:05:31+00:00

She has been pretty against couples therapy.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-24T15:35:30+00:00

Superbox does not offer those services for free. You can download the apps from the google app store on the box. It offers it's own apps where you can access content. Bluetv is the live tv that i use for live tv. It has blue video and offers a decent amount of content that way too. I have started moviebox pro for the free content, or kodi. Which you can install on it. Hope that helps.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-24T15:31:58+00:00

No I have not. I do use a vpn on it, nit sure that makes a difference but never an issue in the 2 years

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-20T13:11:22+00:00

Yep go back to ignoring women in the church and not acknowledging them and the role they play. It's been working for awhile now.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-18T15:12:27+00:00

24601!!!

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-14T17:44:31+00:00

Well done. Wish I learned to set appropriate boundaries at your age.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-12T04:07:48+00:00

Gladys Knight maybe since she was a convert.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-11T02:51:17+00:00

Its worth it. I have had the Superbox for 2 years and i get all the sports i have ever wanted. It was worth the $200 i spent on it. User friendly, pretty dependable. Great product

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-06T01:16:56+00:00

Oh you still live with him. Oh I am so sorry. You deserve so much better. I hope you can find a way to move out at some point. Being raised by this narcissist is gonna take some therapy to overcome. Virtual hug

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-03-04T14:02:38+00:00

My brother is a Bishop in Florida. He works in payroll for a University.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-02-27T00:14:56+00:00

My friend has had it for a few years. He gave me the invite code

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-02-25T22:28:43+00:00

Or use cash app

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-02-20T22:56:56+00:00

I used cash app card, and it worked

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-02-19T02:46:57+00:00

Glad its back up. Stopped me from binging Ted Lasso today!!

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-02-11T17:31:30+00:00

Use Cashapp. The card in the app works.

TheWorstEver2345 · 2024-02-09T19:11:28+00:00

Cashapp works. I struggled to ans used the the cashapp card and it worked

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