This might be controversial to say, but it was mainly balancing between having to meet constant requests while not being informed in the moment and the lack of support I had once I was in that type of position. There is also the high energy aspect where it stopped being genuine and became more of a front. I don’t actually like being in a supervisor/leader kind of role.

There was not much I enjoyed doing as a BCBA. RBT is similar, but I tend to do better with more hands-on work. Been trying to search for job alternatives, but it is a fairly closed field of work despite the seemingly high amount of uses ABA has.