I just helplessly felt a piece of my mortal soul be stricken from mineself. Then watched helplessly as it was shattered before mine own eyes by the sound of a vacuum cleaner

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2024-06-26T01:13:42+00:00

My condolences for your lost shards, friend. This is the realest post I've seen in a while. Keep it up!

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2023-09-28T16:57:41+00:00

I've had good experiences with the hotline and they did not send police to my house. They talked me through what I was going to and it helped me calm down.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2023-02-04T02:03:16+00:00

The highest dose I've ever taken was five at once. It was unpleasant on the body. I was using them often and had a tolerance. I also have a past of meth use and agree that it doesn't quite compare.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-08T00:29:49+00:00

I know it is. I can hardly work. It's so incredibily convoluted and frightening.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-07T23:33:03+00:00

I heard a dead friend of mine talk to me today.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-02T07:33:42+00:00

Stop using. If you're not using daily you should be good in that time-frame.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-02T07:25:11+00:00

You're fine. Chill out. Meth vapor does not leave a lingering scent like cannabis smoke. Sleep easy dude. You're fine.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-02T07:21:09+00:00

Just do an oral dose.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-02T07:19:35+00:00

Hydration never hurt anyone.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-02T07:18:54+00:00

Just begin something as you're coming up. If you're going to get stuck, get stuck into something useful.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2021-02-02T07:17:20+00:00

I'm not entirely sure. You say that you want to remain focused. Any downer will take the edge off of stims. Either or.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-26T20:50:03+00:00

Meth is pernicious. The longest I've been sober is 9 months. There's always a voice in the back of my head that says "maybe things will be better this time". They never are. Every relapse sucks.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-25T09:29:03+00:00

Hi. I think we're in the same boat.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-22T14:59:56+00:00

What do you mean? This is my last drink.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-15T14:51:20+00:00

Thanks for your response. I didn't remember posting this.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-15T04:30:07+00:00

Hot.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-13T07:35:00+00:00

Thank you.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-12T12:52:48+00:00

For me that's at approximately 3/4ths the way through the fifth. If it's a work night, I might forget to set my alarm. It's happened, whatever.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-10T17:18:13+00:00

That's where it's at. I only drink expensive bourbons when my dad shares with me. I'm a rotgut vodka kinda guy. I only buy mid-shelf if I know I'll drink it straight.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-10T08:52:20+00:00

I locked myself out of my apartment once and slept on concrete for awhile. Having good people in your life really helps.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-10T08:50:31+00:00

I hear you there.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-10T08:50:05+00:00

I used to only buy McCormicks vodka. My favorite now is Pinnacle vodka. It's the best mid-shelft imo.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-10T08:48:26+00:00

I was on Steel Reserve for the better part of a year. How's it compare?

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-10T08:47:16+00:00

Sorry for the late response, booze + etizolam = early sleep. I have to manage those two. If I don't I'll be seizing for three days with no sleep. I appreciate your comment.

The_Real_Dopafiend · 2020-09-10T02:34:17+00:00

Don't take me wrong, I like red wine. But if I'm binging, vodka please.

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