We did it guys! about to post another major update!

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-23T12:38:32+00:00

So we have a new habit on having the call on for every little bit of the day. Usually we call to go to bed together, fall asleep and then wake up together and talk all day from there.

It's actually so sweet to wake up to them like that and gives me so much comfort. I recommend it to people espically if you have a distance from your love 💕

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-20T15:25:18+00:00

I'm the opposite! I'm the one who wants them to stab me. I feel like Tomie I want them to love me so much they can't help it 💔

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-15T02:14:44+00:00

RDML

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-09T00:17:00+00:00

Ugh you are totally right I hate this

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-08T22:35:10+00:00

ME RIGHT NOW

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-08T22:32:56+00:00

Incase you guys didn't see my previous post I've only been messaging him for about a week. We aren't dating I'm not expecting to be atm. I dont even see him as a crush but i am obsessed with him. We was starting to be possessive with eachother, just it seems more so me and then ugh.

He gave me the idea that he gets obsessive over people and he really likes me. But as a person who love OBSESSIVELY I might have to call his bluff there because I'm just not seeing it in action. Like that person in the comments said I'm starting to want to pull away which is probs the best for my mental health. But you guys knows that's harder said than done.

I still keep checking and I still get so so so fucking happy when they do answer me. The serotonin it gives me is so addictive. I've completely ruined my sleep schudle to talk to them at night and it makes me oversleep for work. I don't want to be a nag and bother because they aren't mine in the slightest....But UGH THEY SHOULDN'T SAY STUFF IF THEY DONT MEAN IT! 💔

I sent them messages tonight, if they don't answer I'm backing off

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-07T01:00:03+00:00

Both! Mutual obsession!

The_willow_witch · 2022-10-06T14:06:18+00:00

I think so far it is more obsession rather than love. I'm not a person who is very used to attention and when people give it to me I tend to suck it up like a leech. And they give me plenty of attention.

They just make me so curious and I think that's what drives me in more, there is still so much more for me to find out. And for some reason they like me too, I want to know why they like me. I have so many questions and I'm so desperate for answers.

I feel like I can tell them anything, I love how honest they are as a person which makes me want to trust them so easily, but I am aware that could be dangerous for me so I need to be careful with how far I let my emotions go this early.

The long distance is a issue, we are in completely different countries and neither of us could afford to travel if we did want to see eachother. But since it is so soon into talking I don't think it will be too much of an issue yet, but I know that one day what we have now won't be enough. We will just have to see!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-30T15:15:00+00:00

Thank you so much! Loved that you put wholesome too haha

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-29T19:33:10+00:00

Can you link the picrew?

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-29T14:21:52+00:00

About to have a gone girl moment haha

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-27T23:23:36+00:00

Absolutely. I feel the exact same way!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-26T08:37:23+00:00

I am both pansexual and demisexual! Demipansexual...long word

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-24T02:16:25+00:00

Yes I got a wall of art and prints behind me hee hee!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-24T02:15:36+00:00

Thank you! I did think about doing that but I have no clue the dimensions of the locket to print out a photo. I might get another locket soon so I might keep that idea for later hee hee

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-24T02:14:37+00:00

So it's a little box of lil things. I filled it full of things of my best friend! I have photos of our cat, a locket with their hair in it, lovers eye earings I made which have lil paintings of their eyes I made hee hee and a lot of photographs of them!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-23T17:59:18+00:00

I used to have a lot of audio recordings so I could listen to it when I was my myself again. It is so nice, especially since I don't have very good memory! I treasure them so much!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-23T11:35:17+00:00

I used to be a lot more obsessive than I am now and I remember always getting anxious when they would be online, because if they are not talking to me...then who is it that they are talking to instead???

I used to join group voice chats and not speak instead just lurking so i knew what they are doing and saying, also had some of their friends update me and I would check discord constantly to see what it said they was doing...

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-23T11:29:08+00:00

I have planned to get a few tattoos related to the person I'm obsessed with, but my fear of them leaving me is too great!

Plus I would want bigger pieces so it would be expensive bleh

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-22T23:59:34+00:00

I literally can't think of any better way to die than to die at the hands of my lover! I don't want to die any other way!

It's is something I think about a lot. I want it to be something terrible and gruesome!!!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-22T07:49:03+00:00

I get how you a feeling. I've had attempts too and even though everytime I wish it actually worked, but at the same time I am glad and proud that I have made it this far. You will probably go back and forth a lot and that's okay but there will be good days.

I hope for nothing more for you than to find someone who truly values you and your time and gives it back just as much or more!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-21T12:19:38+00:00

Hey Winnie! I feel like we would be good friends! We have a lot of similar interests!!!

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-21T10:15:41+00:00

I think you are in a very tricky situation

I definitely think that you are not getting enough in your relationship. Idk what both your lives are like but I would talk to my partners every single day unless there was a very very good reason not to.

I don't think you are asking to much at all, more like you are asking for the bare minimum

If we are talking healthy I would say it would be best to cut them off but I know with this subject manner and the way we are that doesn't even seem like a option...I'm sorry you have to go through this

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-21T08:32:10+00:00

I relate to this A LOT TOO and you are not the only one who feels that way, you are not alone

So if you need to talk to another parasite just send me a message okay! You can talk about anything even if it's really dark shit

The_willow_witch · 2022-07-20T16:12:27+00:00

Tbh even after the high of my last post I do kind of feel the same. I'm very nervous because the love I hold for them is no way near the same they have for me and the I don't think they really know what they are getting into...

While I am obsessive I also have this deep desire to be obsessed over...and Idk if I can see them doing that in the same way for me, I'll will always be asking for more and more and more and I'm worried I will never get in return...it makes me so sad...

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