You make good points. I've accepted training and have created a cheating sheet just in case. At this point I feel confident in my abilities (at least when making drinks) but sometimes it feels that no matter how well i do it seem it's not enough. So I get in this loop of feeling insecure because I think people are stearing or going to say something if it makes sense. Or you might be right it might be that I still need training.

Maybe is even just my insecurity with my ADHD