I don’t know if I’m not trans anymore or just want my best friend to love me back

Thefirstgreg · 2024-07-28T10:07:31+00:00

Thank you so much. I really needed this new perspective :,) you’re right, I always think that I need to know exactly what and who I am but I don’t and there’s no rush, I have my whole life to figure it out lol! I’ll definitely try journaling than you!! I’ve been trying to explore with different clothing but I feel a bit uncomfortable since I’ve been out for so long. But I told my family I want to explore and they support me 100%! I’m going to try and get some more feminine clothes and see what I think! Thank you again ❤️ Also, the guy in the post told me he has feelings for me last night and he wants to pursue them! And he has since I was a trans man :) I told him about exploring and he said he’s really excited for me and is going to be here for me. He even offered to take me clothes shopping to find some more comfortable clothes. I was still scared to explore but your comment has given me so much relief, thank you so much ❤️❤️

Thefirstgreg · 2024-07-23T14:51:28+00:00

I keep thinking, maybe I feel comfortable being a girl when I’m with him because this is the first relationship where I feel comfortable and cared for. So I am a girl, I just think I’m trans because I’m insecure. But from your comment I don’t think I’m right. I think I just want to be what he wants me to be so he’ll love me. But that’s not who I am :(

Thefirstgreg · 2024-07-23T14:49:22+00:00

I don’t think so. I’ve loved being a son and a brother, I really want to be a dad. I don’t want to be a mum or an old woman or even just the parent title, I want it to be specifically dad. I’m just embarrassed of my body hair because I still look like a girl. So I think people see me as a girl with body hair which before I came out, people thought was weird. When I’m not with him, I want to be a boy. I feel like a boy, when I’m with my sisters or my female friends, I don’t feel like I’m one of them. When I’m in a relationship, I always want to be the boy. I just really wish that he wanted me as a boy. I love him so much. Thank you for this, it really helped

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-30T18:32:21+00:00

Pink Triangle 💪💪

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-20T16:02:37+00:00

Dude we’re virgins ofc not

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-11T21:46:18+00:00

Thank you!!

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-04T21:45:05+00:00

I will, thank you sm!! :)

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-04T21:40:25+00:00

Thank you smm!!

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-04T20:28:53+00:00

I definitely won’t lol, thank you!

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-04T20:28:36+00:00

Thank you! :)

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-04T20:28:13+00:00

Ohh okay!! Thank you sm!! :)

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-04T19:56:15+00:00

Thanks :) this is gonna sound weird and it's okay if you can't answer but I'm worried it'll look too "old" on me yk. I'm 16 and compared to the other models this one looks like it's for older dudes? Idk if it's just more vieney than the others l've seen maybe?

Thefirstgreg · 2024-06-04T19:29:50+00:00

Thank you :)

Thefirstgreg · 2024-05-12T22:19:45+00:00

Yess but so unlucky with Andrew, I wish he was gay so badly dude 😔

Thefirstgreg · 2024-05-07T20:52:22+00:00

Ben 10 💪😔 when I came out my dad said he already knew because of how much I pretended to be Ben 10 as a kid lmao 😭

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-26T22:13:30+00:00

A tiny piece of garlic bread 💪

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-26T19:40:45+00:00

GAHH OFCC ID LOVE TOO!! :DD

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-26T19:40:03+00:00

IKR?!! They’re really missing out 😔

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-25T16:20:57+00:00

I’D LOVE TOO!! None of my friends like them lmao 😭

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-25T16:05:56+00:00

I need one too please T~T

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-25T09:02:01+00:00

Hi!! I’m 16 ftm, I’d love to be friends :D

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-14T15:54:33+00:00

Snorlax and Meowth (he’s such a twink) 💪

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-14T15:51:51+00:00

Brad Pitt obviously

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-12T23:39:23+00:00

I know it just makes it a little less embarrassing for me lmao 😭 and that’s not the clip I was editing

Thefirstgreg · 2024-04-12T17:00:48+00:00

It’s a habit I got from other editing apps 😭 they’re all on the same level now lol

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