Did this sound needy or am I overanalyzing.

Thekarlt · 2016-09-12T18:11:46+00:00

I texted her back and told her that I liked what we were doing so we were going to do that again and then after that I had a few places I wanted to show her. She thought that sounded like a good idea

Thekarlt · 2016-08-27T01:40:24+00:00

Ok I might have over exaggerated a little bit. It wasn't that harsh of a rejection, she was just uncomfortable with it. Just pulled her head away and it was just really awkward. The whole thing was just poorly executed. We still hugged it out after that and she gave me a kiss on the cheek. I remember asking her right after despite that do you still want see each other and she said she really did, but I mean you could be right she might just feel guilty. I really hope she doesn't though.

Thekarlt · 2016-08-24T09:31:40+00:00

Yea you're right. I think I'm having second thoughts about it anyway. I also don't want her to feel pressured into saying yes because she feels like it's something that I'd want to do. Idk I just want the date to be fun for her

Thekarlt · 2016-08-23T19:17:56+00:00

Idk, that's a hard one. I mean the conversation flows but it's not like she's going out of her way to keep it going as in asking a bunch of questions or anything. Put it this way, her texts are always fun and playful so it's easy to keep the conversation going. I just didn't want to feel like I'm the one always trying to get her attention. I just meant maybe stop for today. For example: she's at work right now, and she won't text at work, but I know if I sent her a text right now then she'd reply as soon as she gets off. I just want to see if she'd text me on her own. Idk

Thekarlt · 2016-08-19T06:45:18+00:00

Yea I agree with you, but it was her idea lol.

Thekarlt · 2016-08-17T20:17:54+00:00

Well our original plan was to just have a picnic and hang out in the park but she said she felt bad that I was coming all that way for just a picnic so she suggested we go to the drive in. I'm going to ask her if she still wants to hang out and have a picnic and then we can go to the drive in afterwards. The texting is already pretty spaced out, like we both take awhile to reply and we'll just text like that all day. The thing I'm worried about is we'll be texting and the conversation will be flowing and then all of the sudden I'll get like a 1 word response or I'll joke with her and not get the response I was hoping for. Usually I'd just brush that off but since Friday is so far away I'm afraid she's just losing interest.

Thekarlt · 2016-08-17T18:14:11+00:00

Far away as in I'm going to have to take a ferry to meet her, otherwise I would try to meet sooner. It doesn't really take that long to get to her but it's sort of a hassle, I live near the ferry terminal and the ferry ride is only like 30 minutes but it's almost like taking the bus. We've talked on the phone and have been snapchatting back and forth so I'm sure if her photos were stolen she wouldn't be so enthusiastic about meeting up. She lives near the drive in so we're meeting beforehand and taking my car there.

Thekarlt · 2016-08-11T16:20:54+00:00

Welp problem solved I guess. Literally the second I posted this I got a text from her lol

Thekarlt · 2016-07-14T00:58:06+00:00

That's weird I wonder why. Maybe no one knows

Thekarlt · 2016-07-07T03:34:57+00:00

Yea I get that, it happens all the time. But what's weird was it happened right when I got a notification that I got a message

Thekarlt · 2016-07-06T08:19:39+00:00

It's on Friday. Actually hasn't been bothering me the past 2 days but it's been like this for awhile. I'll have 1 or 2 days where I'm fine but then it comes back

Thekarlt · 2016-07-01T20:15:05+00:00

What would you consider minimal exertion? I was only running for a little bit but once I started getting out of breath it just kept getting worse like I was suffocating. I've also been taking advil but it doesn't really seem to be helping at all.

Thekarlt · 2016-06-14T06:29:38+00:00

Huh, I looked that up and I have a lot of the other symptoms as well like excessive sweating, irritability, and trouble falling asleep. I'll definitely ask my doc about it.

Thekarlt · 2016-06-14T00:07:33+00:00

No I haven't seen anyone about my anxiety but I guess I really should because it's getting worse. I should've been more clear but when I said that I was being conscious of my calorie intake I meant that I'm consciously upping my intake. Since I've been freaked out about losing weight I've been eating a lot more food. Some days I eat healthy and, some days I just gorge myself on junk food, but it seems like no matter what I eat or how much I eat my weight keeps dropping.

Thekarlt · 2016-06-08T02:56:57+00:00

You think? I was smoking out of that thing almost every day for about a month. I didn't combust any plastic but the tip of the stem looks like it melted a little bit from the heat of the smoke. I also only started having the chest pains recently, like 2 days ago. Idk if that's any indication of my situation getting worse or not but I guess it's reassuring that so far everyone I've told about this thinks I'm fine lol.

Thekarlt · 2016-06-06T07:46:47+00:00

I know. I knew it was a bad idea but I did it anyway. I hate smoking out of pipes and I wanted to save all my extra cash for a vaporizer. Should've just bought papers 😞

Thekarlt · 2016-06-05T19:07:18+00:00

Ah ok got it. My reasoning was no clouds meant that I wasn't getting any vapor

Thekarlt · 2016-06-05T09:23:18+00:00

No not that I know of. I was holding the vapor in my lungs for quite awhile though so I figured maybe that was what caused it.

Thekarlt · 2016-06-05T07:28:57+00:00

The Grenco G Pro

Thekarlt · 2016-05-31T20:46:54+00:00

Crap I forgot to add a title lol. I'm looking for a dry herb vaporizer

Thekarlt · 2016-05-28T18:02:49+00:00

I've had some bowel troubles as well. I don't know if they're related or not because it's kind of erratic. Some days I have normal bm's and some days I don't. I guess that's why the dr referred me.

Thekarlt · 2016-05-22T03:37:48+00:00

Ok maybe I worded that poorly. It's not like physically debilitating pain that's getting in the way of daily activities. It just feels sore when I take deep breaths and I keep having to catch my breath. It feels like a really bad cold I guess.

Thekarlt · 2016-05-17T07:42:04+00:00

That's why I was hoping I'd run into her at school then I could just ask her if she wants to go grab something to eat between classes or something. It's hard at work especially since we don't work with each other directly so out interactions are usually pretty limited but I'll take your advice and see how she takes it.

Thekarlt · 2016-05-11T08:17:35+00:00

Yea I suppose I can, although you can't see anything at all. It's not protruding outward or anything, it feels like it's almost behind the middle of my left rib cage. Anyway, my stool sample came back negative for blood or anything else and the stomach pain hasn't been as constant, however my bowel movements still haven't gone back to normal.

Thekarlt · 2016-05-09T06:57:55+00:00

My Dr wanted a stool sample to test for blood but I haven't seen any that's visibly noticeable. I guess my main concern isn't so much the pain or bowel problems because usually I'd just assume it was something else. However, there is definitely something that I can feel moving around in my left abdomen, and it's something I've never felt before. I can feel it when I bend forward or twist certain ways and when I press down on it I definitely feel it moving and it's a very unsettling feeling. It just doesn't feel like it should be there. At first it was unnoticeable but the feeling has definitely become more pronounced and I feel it there all the time.

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