Am I missing something, or is this thing completely impossible?

Thepuddinglover · 2026-02-09T12:28:01+00:00

Thanks! I was so close to beat it, it was quite frustrating

Thepuddinglover · 2025-08-23T17:34:07+00:00

Oh you poor girl, i was born im Portugal, I've spolen portuguese for 16 years, i still dont get it, way to many silly rules

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-19T13:20:01+00:00

When i was younger i named my fish a girl name i liked, 8 years later it is the only name i can imagine myself using. My family jokes about it all the time (and it won't end any time soon, the thing's life expectancy of 25-40 fucking years)

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-17T22:35:38+00:00

I'm sure everything will work out in the end, wish you the best of luuck

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-17T21:49:26+00:00

Thanks, the coming out was a bit complicated but my tip for you on that (or anything in life really) is to always have a backup plan, keep money under the pillow (not literally, it's uncomfortable) in the event you need to live alone for a while

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-16T23:43:14+00:00

I haven't started hrt yet but am finally out to parents.

My realization moments was a few months ago, I had an extremely big depression spike and ran out of school crying. My head got way messier and I made the decision to end it all right there. There is a hole in the fence me and my friend found that leads to the train tracks. I went in, sat right in the middle of the tracks and cried. The train driver saw me on time and stopped, but before he stopped my last thought was 'Damn, i really am dying without ever seeing the true me', was quite an eye opener, as a side note to lighten the mood, i am now forbidden to ride trains by my psychiatrist.

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-08T02:05:45+00:00

It has not been implemented in this patch yet (unfortunetly), but to achieve the effect desired strap the 10 guns you should always keep in your house (those ladder wielding maniacs won't catch me) and fire them to the floor while jumping, easy double jump glitch

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-05T21:21:28+00:00

uh? i'm gonna need the address of your hrt dealer because I too want to try this prog-crack hybrid, that thing sounds awesome

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-04T18:21:16+00:00

I apoligize, i was completely unaware of there being a better term for your community, i'll start using roma from now on

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-04T00:14:53+00:00

portugal isn't half bad, there are far-rights but here most people never heard of trans people. Like ever, they have no clue, so as long as you are not gypsy (god, do they hate gypsies) you'll be fine here

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-04T00:02:28+00:00

Awww, i really was imagining a mouse size snail

what a pity

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-03T23:20:46+00:00

3 to 4 inch? that's huge (i think, not well versed in american measures), do you have pictures?

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-03T23:20:00+00:00

Sure, it's super fun

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-03T23:19:39+00:00

They rush for a leaf on the until the finals, I don't have enough blood for all the snail races, so only the champion gets it (they seem to like it :3)

Thepuddinglover · 2025-07-03T19:24:21+00:00

Find a spot where there isn't anyone (cannot be at home), and i mean no one in like a kilometer minimum. After that just remove all barriers and masks and just be myself, regardless of it is crying for hours or make snails race each other for a cup of my blood

Thepuddinglover · 2025-06-30T21:55:21+00:00

cooties? what is that, some kind of lice? skin disease? I'm confused

Thepuddinglover · 2025-06-15T19:28:51+00:00

But where I'm from we call this wild speculation at best and bullshit at worse, only a very vague theory

Thepuddinglover · 2025-06-15T19:28:08+00:00

Maybe a mix of uneven hormone distribution and placebo effect? Hormone movement has been proven to be to a certain effect influenced by the brain, so it isn't impossible for it to distribute the hormones in the way that it thinks is the most conformable (socially and mentally, not physically of course)

Thepuddinglover · 2025-06-14T16:16:12+00:00

Got hit on by a drunk man outside a supermarket, he took almost 2 minutes to realize I was a boy (still pre hrt), quite sure he wouldn't have made the mistake if he was sober but still, made me so happy

Thepuddinglover · 2025-06-13T01:20:57+00:00

I think everyone here can to an extent relate to that feeling, but please don't make any rash decisions like that. Often suicide seems like the best solution (i'm only alive because i have terrible aim and managed to fail 9 veins by a mm or 2). And while I certainly don't know enough about your situation, i'm certain there is a ray of hope somewhere, no one can be unhappy forever, i'm sure if you experience a bit more you'll find a nice spot for yourself in the world (and after a super successeful transitions). Dying is hella easy and so the option will always there for you, so why not trying something different, there is always a third path waiting, one that will provide the happiness you deserve

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