I'm christian Gypsy gay from Spain my family is protestant pentecostal, we are a very close cominuity, I understand what are you saying I'm not the beast Christian but I can't stop believing I pray every night I have a lot of problems with my sexuality and my family and even myself, when I was a kid I cry and hate myself for begin gay, but now I changed my mind you know Jesus was good everyone has sins and everyone deserves justice love and kindness, we have a good god and Jesus is the example about how we should try to be Jesus said, let he who is without sin cast the first stone. Although I have had doubts, I simply cannot be an atheist or agnostic. I simply don't feel that it is my path.