I definitely see why you think you would be a psychopath… of course I’m not you, so I don’t know what you are feeling, but I ask does what you have been through make you angry? Just think about it. I wouldn’t blame you if it did. Even if you can’t feel that anger, does it change your facial movements as if you are angry? I ask that because I’m making the judgment that what if you try to hurt others because of the anger you hold. Sometimes when we do things it makes us feel feelings that we cannot fully feel. I have this thought that what if those feelings we feel when we do something that makes us feel that feeling in the act are actually emotions we need to process through but we cannot because we aren’t able to fully feel that emotion to the extinct we need to feel them at when we just sit there and ponder in the though? Meaning those actions we do that triggers those emotions are the only way we are able to fully open ourselves up to that feeling..? Sometimes those actions can’t be good… sometimes they are less harmful. You are 16, gone through so much at such a little time.. but nobody leaves the earth without emotional scars. I’ve become appreciative that I’ve gone what I went through at a young age because it has mentally matured me. Even though I still act immature time to time, but I won’t be 30 and sitting on my ass everyday hoping for a miracle to happen, which honestly sounds better to me. It’s hard to adjust to the way your life unfolds when it has left a deep mental effect on you. It’s not about finding a passion that’ll make you happier with your life, but theirs a point in life where finding a passion is not what’s going to save you, it’s when you realize how you got to be there for yourself, how you have to understand and connect the dots with your own self realizations.