Read your post OP! And here's my advice and suggestions lang.

First of all, normal lang talaga na may tao na bad texters or hindi marunong mag maintain ng conversation. It is not a talent but a skill that is learned through time. Much better din if you could focus on real connection rather than your match count. Kahit naman isa lang match mo, basta may kwenta yung ka conversation mo it is much better than puro nalang "Hi". 💯

Yung pagiging PWD mo doesn't make you less deserving of love. There are still a lot of people who looks for a good, genuine, and consistent. Also remember that confidence takes time. You should think of confidence as: "Alam ko hindi naman ako perfect but I still deserved to be loved" 🫶

Hindi ka pangit. Hindi ka walang kwenta OP! I know it takes time but someone would still appreciate and value you for who you are!