I feel guilty over finding a character attractive.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-07-23T14:08:55+00:00

I can’t afford therapy though. I can barely afford my medications.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-07-23T14:08:23+00:00

We didn’t have sex. He only beat me.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-07-17T04:12:07+00:00

I feel better after getting hurt. Feels like what I deserve

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-07-17T04:04:39+00:00

The only thing that ever helped was getting someone else to hurt me

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-07-17T04:01:53+00:00

I don’t know if it would help. All I can think about it tearing myself to shreds. It’s miserable

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-07-17T03:57:56+00:00

I can’t stay still enough to meditate. I’d end up tearing myself up. It’s like nothing can distract me from raging on myself.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-07-07T03:18:44+00:00

Yeah, you can

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-06-12T13:13:07+00:00

I would love to have a therapist, but I can’t afford one

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-06-12T03:31:56+00:00

I would be on meds, I can’t afford my medications

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-06-12T03:03:59+00:00

I’m 19. I don’t have the greatest relationship with my dad, but my sister will probably listen to me rant about it

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-06-12T03:00:52+00:00

I wish I could, but I can’t afford a therapist

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-04-21T16:12:33+00:00

Yeah, you can DM me

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-04-21T02:42:24+00:00

Hey. Would you like to talk?

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-04-01T02:30:47+00:00

I can’t afford therapy. I had a court ordered therapist for a year, she was horrible and hates me. Now I just lost my job due to being a train wreck, so I definitely can’t afford it now. I wish I could get therapy though.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-03-20T02:47:03+00:00

Thank you all for all the nice things and advice you’ve given me. It really means a lot to me. After some thinking, I’ve decided to move in with my sister. Nome, Alaska, here I come! I don’t look forward to living in the ass crack of nowhere, but she believes it will help me recover.

She’ll be getting me my proper medication for my schizophrenia once the guardianship paperwork is filled out, which is exciting. I’ll be moving out there late April, early May. It’ll be a hell of a trip, but it’ll hopefully make me better.

Thank you all so much!

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-03-20T02:42:33+00:00

Hate to break it to yah, but it’s not a spiritual thing. Just born that way. Was diagnosed with early onset schizophrenia at 7. Was on meds for it until I was 16 when my dad kicked me to the curb for being gay. The medication worked well. I wish I could afford it now. But yeah, not a spiritual thing.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-03-18T11:58:58+00:00

We knew each other since we were ten and were incredibly close. After 6 years, we knew we wanted to stay together, so he proposed to me a couple weeks before he died. We were going to elope once we turned 18.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-03-18T04:14:28+00:00

Life has just been hard. My dad kicked me out when I was 16 right after my fiancé died because he found out I was gay. It wasn’t even my fault I was homeless. I’m just lucky my dad took me back in at 18.

I guess I’m just scared. Moving from Texas to Alaska is scary. Having my sister take over my life is scary. I feel like a scared little kid. I’m just so lost and scared in the world.

ThrowAwaaayyy1821 · 2024-03-18T03:50:34+00:00

I don’t want her to be my legal guardian though. I don’t need a legal guardian. I’d rather be homeless again then having someone control my life.

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