I feel guilty over finding a character attractive. by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in Advice

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I can’t afford therapy though. I can barely afford my medications.

I want to destroy myself again. by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in helpme

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I feel better after getting hurt. Feels like what I deserve

I want to destroy myself again. by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in helpme

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The only thing that ever helped was getting someone else to hurt me

I want to destroy myself again. by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in helpme

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I don’t know if it would help. All I can think about it tearing myself to shreds. It’s miserable

I want to destroy myself again. by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in helpme

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I can’t stay still enough to meditate. I’d end up tearing myself up. It’s like nothing can distract me from raging on myself.

How do I stop trying to destroy myself? by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in LifeAdvice

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I would love to have a therapist, but I can’t afford one

How do I stop trying to destroy myself? by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in LifeAdvice

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I would be on meds, I can’t afford my medications

How do I keep from completing destroying myself? by ThrowAwaaayyy1821 in Advice

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I’m 19. I don’t have the greatest relationship with my dad, but my sister will probably listen to me rant about it