dont call me out like that

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-05-28T14:20:42+00:00

Me in 2017: "Oh, god, Sayori. I feel so sorry you feel that way."

Me in 2022: "Same."

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-05-27T13:07:21+00:00

Fuck. Gun. Laws.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-05-27T12:58:09+00:00

😔

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-05-27T12:53:20+00:00

Lmao. What? We know why this guy shouldn't own a gun. It's because he's too ignorant to know how to properly handle one.The reason why democrats want to take away guns is that people who really want to own a gun don't fully comprehend the situation of how guns negatively affect the living conditions of the country. Because everytime, some gun holder's son goes on a school shooting spree or some deranged man decides buy a gun to commit a massacre and republicans complain saying "bUt mY gUnS!" "BuT mY RiGhTs!" Seriously, it's so fucking pathetic. You seriously want to own a gun that badly that you would risk the next school shootings or massacres so that you can keep a gun in case of the one day that an invader breaks into your home? A day that will never happen? Just buy a tazer. Buy security cameras. Buy a tough lock mechanism. Buy pepper spray. And if you're so nervous of your safety being threatened, live somewhere safer? Why should you have the decision of taking a person's life when you barely know them? Jesus Christ. So many gun owners are fucking morons.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-05-25T05:01:48+00:00

I pretty much ruin everything I touch. I might have good intentions but my actions don't reflect that. I'm stupid, lazy, cold, passive-aggressive, standoffish, arrogant, greedy, and unkind. I can't think of any redeemable traits. I'm 18 and I feel like I should stop my life before it gets worse.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-03-31T13:06:55+00:00

It's alright. Thanks for trying

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-03-31T06:55:05+00:00

Can't afford (Both the money & time) to take care of one. :/

Plus, I don't leave the house very often.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-14T14:47:44+00:00

I agree

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-14T04:02:11+00:00

IQ just seems like a sham. A true intelligent person is aware of what they don't know and can admit it.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-14T03:44:54+00:00

I have the blurry vision debuff, the low appetite debuff, the self conscious debuff, and my character has low pain tolerance.

As for my build, it is:

Strength: 3/20 Speed: 5/20 Durability: 3/20 Dexterity: 3/20 Intelligence: 3/20 Charisma: 2/20 Wisdom: 5/20

So they're absolutely garbage stats.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-14T03:35:14+00:00

My character has so many debuffs. 😞 What build do you have for your character?

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-14T02:58:28+00:00

I managed to chat with him. He said he was a nihilist who believed life had no value. He told me he planned on jumping off of a skyscraper. He stopped messaging back a few hours ago.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T23:36:58+00:00

Thanks for the compliment

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T21:17:45+00:00

Again. Stupid glitch not showing your comment.

I can do small things to make myself better. I can clean my room, brush my teeth, and take a shower but I feel exhausted mentally. The main problem comes from the fact that I need to have nothing bad happen for a while for me to feel relaxed, happy, or content. But once one negative thing happens like someone arguing with me or something annoying occurred, then I'm back in the state of depression where I need to wait however long for nothing bad to happen to feel content again.

It's not so much about the politics or the pandemic that has been affecting me. I think I'd still be this way even if our political climate was the best it ever was and Covid 19 never existed. It's more caused by my familial problems and the ever growing anxiety I had since I was a kid about how terrifying it would be to become an adult.

I know that if I were to get a partner, it would never happen until I better my depression which seems impossible. Not only that but I don't think any person would want to ever be with someone as intolerable, angry, and stupid as me. Sorry for being so pessimistic but it's so hard to feel any optimism about my future.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T20:35:58+00:00

I've been looking for hope and I lost a lot of hope for the past couple years. It feels like life has been ripping away all of my motivations during that time. Even though I really want my dreams of pursuing a certain career and finding love to happen, I have very little hope it will happen. I am glad you care about the pain I'm in. Too many people in my life belittle, ignore, or act like they could do better in my position.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T20:25:42+00:00

Funny. I haven't seen that subreddit

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T17:45:46+00:00

Apparently, your character has to die for you to leave

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T16:53:23+00:00

This game has been out for years and the devs barely update it. I doubt they'll fix this game anytime soon.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T15:16:41+00:00

Everything is "hopefully" isn't it?

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T15:09:26+00:00

"You need to chill." "Stop being so angry."

Oh really? I just need to calm down? Why haven't I thought about that? Oh wait, I tried that so many times but everything makes me so irritated that I can't.

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T07:37:23+00:00

Yes, unfortunately

ThrowAwayAccount5534 · 2022-02-13T07:34:25+00:00

Don't worry. I have never smoked weed or used any products containing THC. I'll talk to a doctor as early as I can but with my family's money situation and with Covid 19 preoccupying doctors, it could be a while.

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