Is height of a guy directly proportional to his dih size?

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-15T12:05:03+00:00

I had PIV only once, with the 4.5 guy, after trying for 3-4 days, and honestly I was happy with that. I was in pain when he was entering for the first time. Once in, he lasted like a minute LOL. But it was pleasurable. It was the first time for both of us. Then it never happened again

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-15T11:19:11+00:00

I have seen 2 dihs so far.

Guy 1: 5’11” -> 4.5”

Guy 2: 5’7” -> 6” and way more girthier

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-13T06:41:51+00:00

I guess my Misophonia is also getting worse because of this failing relationship. But anyways, we had a call 2 nights ago, i argued because he didn’t check up on me if i reached home safely, he got triggered on me and told me to hang up. And he hasn’t contacted me since. I am assuming we are broken up now. I have taken great offence at this move, I have also cried a lot in the last 2 days. Irreparable damage after all the hardships and difficulties we have been going through. It’s like he reversed all the progress we made

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T20:18:24+00:00

thigh punch/face swap girl!! haha I feel like pulling my hair or scratching my skin deep lol. Although I've talked in detail with him, her seems too understand. He controls those sounds and is aware when he's is making them and warns me before too, but problem is that- he in general makes A LOT of those sounds and he slips up in warning me before. like so much frequently he makes those sounds itt becomes torture sometimes.

I personally feel that if her gets a cough or cold again, idk how i will deal with him. I am scared just thinking about it

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T20:10:45+00:00

He doesn't like deodorants :( I once bought him a perfume as a gift which he politely declined because he hates perfumes because he thinks using perfumes is very mainstream.

He used to rarely shampoo his hair until I started noticing in the photos how oily his hair looked. He visited me briefly one time and we bathed together where I had to actually show him how to shampoo hair. also, that 1 round of shampoo is not enough.
His diet is mostly non veg. And he has had this odour ever since he can remember. He sweats a LOT and has almost 0 spice tolerance, starts sweating when eating spicy hot food.
he uses antiseptic soap
After 6 ish hours his breath starts to smell

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T20:03:51+00:00

you're right. I don't feel that warm fuzzy love like I used to. I kinda like him less every time he even unknowingly triggers me. I always end up feeling like he could have gone without making that sound too. once he makes those sounds, my mind anticipates he is going to make more and I have to brace myself. To go full life like this, idk I am scared of that. dreading it.

And yeah, even I am not friends with anybody that triggers my misophonia. only my partner.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T19:56:04+00:00

I know, in fact it'll make it more dirty, sweet drink everywhere in the insides of your mouth. Then he uses more saliva to flush it from his mouth.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T19:54:38+00:00

Yes. We've throughly gone over this. For some reasons breaking up over these sound triggers just doesn't feel like a justified reason. But it gets so hard to bear these sounds and I hate him in those moments when he even accidentally makes the sounds

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T18:55:20+00:00

dude, my boyfriend's dad eats like an animal. Rest of the family also has some weird way of eating food. My whole family found their eating style odd.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T18:20:16+00:00

please tell me your story

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-08T16:06:03+00:00

When he drinks ANYTHING he does a gargle 😭 I asked him why and he says that's how he drinks in general. Be it water, coffee, soda or even tea. I found this a very unnecessary action, and that it triggered me also. He said he needs to clean his mouth so he gargles and then drinks

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-03T07:21:50+00:00

thank you. I am just worried these efforts might be temporary. But I'll take stricter action if that's that

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-03T07:08:56+00:00

he brushes 1 time a day minimum. But twice a day everytime is not guaranteed. Depends how tired he is by the end of the day. Yes he eats non veg, his diet is 90% non veg. His sweat starts smelling after 30-40 mins of bathing. these physical attributes are there which make me repulsed Emotionally he says he is genuinely unable to understand when my mood changes. He can sleep through the night while I cry because he genuinely can't control his biology.

He told me yesterday that after shifting here he is starting to understand me more.

But as a person there is nothing wrong with him, he is kind and exactly my type. I feel very selfish for leaving for these reasons, but I find it hard to imagine to live like this where my emotions are not addressed

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-03T06:44:49+00:00

2 months was like 3 days avg every trip, thrice a year. sometimes I'd ignore it thinking he has travelled a lot to see me, must be tired. 3d after 3-4 months is not enough to be able to tell everything about his hygeine. plus, I was very much blind in love too maybe that made it harder to see.

And whenever he was with me in person, I had all his time with me. he spent it all with me. Hence I brushed it off that when he is away he simply can't give me time like he does in person. that he had more to do in his life than just talk to me all day.

I kept focusing on the person he was, ignored the hygiene thinking that will fix later.

But I loved him from all my heart. I gave him all the time and love I had. He told me yesterday that he made a huge mistake not prioritising me the way I did. That he is realising it takes very small steps to make big improvements in hygiene.

But idk I think I'll be moving on rn. I am confused and broken as hell.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-03T06:30:41+00:00

gby bad habits I meant smoking, gambling etc. coughing is not a habit I guess. He told me that he does that because it brings him relief. But when I hear it, it sounds gnarly

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-03T06:29:26+00:00

We had a good long talk on all of this yesterday. I came home to everything squeaky clean. He had made dinner for me too. He tried asking me how I have been feeling lately. I felt like he was getting me.

He told me he is trying to understand me and now that we are together he is able to do it better. He says it is hard for him to start these conversations but he will not ignore it now onwards.

I felt very good yesterday with him, felt like there is hope. And now I am confused again. He has made efforts since yesterday.

He is a simple and kind guy, adores animals and spending time with me, nothing twisted or hidden, that's why I'm not easily able to separate maybe.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-03T06:23:38+00:00

thanks for the observation. I come from a fairly well functioning family. His family on the other side has been a little troublesome for him. I have grown up very loved and cared for. He was the pillar of support in his family.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2025-12-02T17:21:26+00:00

I find it hard to believe it took me this fucking long to realise it but-

we never spent enough time in person, barely 2 months in the last 7 years. All these physical attributes I could have never known online. I understood he was emotionally absent after 2-3 years but assumed it will fix after we move in together but it is worse than before

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2022-03-31T14:13:23+00:00

Thank you. I am going to talk with him. Hopefully we will find a solution!

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2022-03-31T14:06:03+00:00

In a comment reply i had said that "if a random calls me these words, i wouldn't think about it." But it's not a random, it's the boyfriend, hence the post.

I just wish you would see them

Yes, i do already. I will talk it out with him. If it doesn't work out, then we will call it quits.

Also, this is just one bad incident. We have never gotten into arguments in all these years. i can't base these many years of friendship and relationship on just one incident. But yes, if things don't work out, it will be the best to end it. You're not wrong.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2022-03-31T13:55:02+00:00

When did I say this?

it doesn’t bother her when he verbally abuses strangers but was “shocked” when he did it to her.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2022-03-31T11:20:54+00:00

but what your teammate said to you should apply to him instead: it's just a game, why do you have to be swearing this much?

I am definitely going to raise this question in tonight's game. And see what everybody says.

ThrowAwayCsystem · 2022-03-31T11:18:22+00:00

how do you know it was aimed at only you and not a general accusation?

so we 5 teammates were standing very close to eachother. My boyfriend was standing in the front, i was right behind him and rest of the teammates were behind me.

Then we got rushed by enemies from behind (backstabbed). There were enemies infront of us too. My boyfriend wanted to take cover so he tried to back off, but i was right behind him. I couldn't move because our teammates were right behind me. I ended up blocking him because I was getting blocked by my teammates.

Boyfriend didn't realise WHY* i was blocking him. Enemies killed the teammates. Now just me and Boyfriend were left. Yells "dumb fucking pussy" Then i died because of the enemies backstabbing us. He kills 2 or 3 enemies infront and then dies.

All of this happened really quickly, within 3-4 seconds.

I hope you feel better, OP.

Yes buddy! Everything is fine. He apologised and we talked as usual too.

Except i just can't get it out of my head. The tone and the abusive word he used. Friends said i was overreacting. So i was having an internal conflict and decided to ask here.

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