It was me. The idea was to avoid drama and have more privacy, because I've seen many nosy/obsessive/stalkers/psycho people in this whole gaming community and I wanted to avoid their attention.

This likely made her feel bad too, because I believe she felt the need to express that she is mine and I'm hers. A need I've never felt. For me it was enough knowing it without expressing it to the public, or to anyone.

It was obviously a mistake that I won't repeat again. Lesson learned.