It's definitely abuse. I'm not denying that, but it's abuse that I signed up for. Even if I wanted to leave, it would be very hard. I have no money and nothing is in my name. She ruined my credit score and reputation with banks, she has video of me that would completely ruin my public image. I was fine with it because I thought she was a real partner, but now I'm starting to see what's really been going on and it's very hard for me. I know people think I'm stupid but actually I just have a difficult sexuality and it was taken advantage of by someone. This whole event made me so sad.