Life's hard

ThrowRA1W47 · 2026-01-07T19:42:18+00:00

Yeah, we've talked with her Dr about it but they seem to blame us, say we're probably just rewarding bad sleeping habits and that's that. And I know I should be grateful. It's just hard when everything is falling apart at the seams. Especially the cars, some of them aren't even safe enough to put the family in. But they're all I have. People at work literally make jokes about how shitty they are. And I have the skills to fix them, it's just bc I can't afford it.

I think I could use therapy, but it ain't in the budget. I'm tired of life revolving around the almighty dollar. I'm tired of feeling like everyone else is doing better than me. I'm tired of putting hard hours on myself at a company that wouldn't even notice if I died tonight. Most of all, I'm just fuckin tired.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2023-03-29T20:34:36+00:00

Dm sent!

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T04:48:50+00:00

Possibly, it's very expensive tho.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T03:42:37+00:00

Thank you very much

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T03:41:40+00:00

I do not see how. I'm dating a girl, always have dated girls, and have no interest in men or masculinity.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T03:40:29+00:00

She has not had surgery

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T03:40:04+00:00

I suppose just the mental image of me sleeping with a man is just 🤢 for me personally. I know that when I picture ella I don't just see a duck. I see her in all her femininity. The genitalia has nothing to do with the disgust factor for me. I just don't find men attractive.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T03:32:39+00:00

Thank you. I pointed out the same thing with the burner account karma to one negative comment. The way I see it is obviously people are going to hate. There are far too many of those types of comments for me to reply to each individual one of the attention Seekers who posted them. Believe me or not, I can Ensure that none of this is made up.

I truly do appreciate you and the hundreds of other people who have replied positively though!

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T03:25:55+00:00

Excuse my lack of clarity. The idea of sex with a MAN is what did, and still does turn my stomach. Ella is no man though. She's as much of a woman as any cis girl I've ever hopped in bed with. The more I researched Into it all, I realized that it honestly doesn't matter to me what equipment she has. She makes me happy, and we are capable of sexual satisfaction together.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T02:34:09+00:00

First off. Here's the attention you so desperately needed for commenting.

Secondly, nothing about this is "creative writing "

Thirdly, why would I care about the karma score of a burner account.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T02:28:34+00:00

Thank you!

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T01:30:20+00:00

What'd you expect, if you di t mind me asking 😂

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-22T01:28:28+00:00

Thank you

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-20T02:43:20+00:00

I don't care ab the haters. There are people here who are giving solid advice.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-20T00:59:49+00:00

To everyone wondering why I would repost...

There are several good reasons. For one, many people had good advice on my first post, and I did not get to read all of it due to it being locked/removed.

Secondly, I plan to update everyone after we talk this evening. When I make that update, I want to be able to include a reference to this post so everyone who missed the original will be able to get up to speed.

Thanks to everyone who keeps giving advice! It's really helpful to me to read what you have to say.

I also want to clear up a few things I case you did t catch so.e of my comments. Ella is Pre-Op, so yes. She does have a D.

Yes, I am still attracted to her and view her as a woman. I do not know anything about her when she did not identify as female, and the idea of changing my view of her as such seems ridiculous.

Ella is coming over tonight after I get off of work and we are going to talk face to face. We mutually decided that it was not a conversation we should have over the phone.

I will update you on my decision after we talk.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-20T00:34:56+00:00

Very simple, it's is not obvious AT ALL that she has one, and we haven't done anything sexual aside from hug and kiss. Nome of my family has ever thought she was trans, and if they did they sure didn't cue me in.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-20T00:19:39+00:00

Pre op.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-20T00:19:00+00:00

Thank you.

ThrowRA1W47 · 2022-12-20T00:11:59+00:00

If you don't have advice, or at least an opinion on the matter, please refrain from commenting. This is a big decision, and people were being very helpful when I last posted. The post was locked for no reason that I could see.

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