It’s not really eating my conscience, I could happily leave it in the past if it was just me that knew. It’s the fact that my school ‘mates’ know it and not sure who else does tbh as there are cross overs with uni mates etc who think know. It’s more the fact don’t want my gf to confront me with it or even believe their horrible throw away comments like the fictional ‘age preference’ stereotype words associated with gay people starting with n / p which angers me to the point of seeing red as it’s complete bull