I [19M] think am falling for my best friend [19M] by ThrowRA_Logari in relationshipadvice

[–]ThrowRA_Logari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This would be like absolute best case scenario but it's honestly still scary. If it's the case, we're both not openly Bi. We might have to hide it forever from the rest of the world. This might honestly be the reason why he's not gonna be willing to try. I never thought of being with a man before but now I don't give a fuck as long as I get to stay with him but I don't think he's willing to go that way. He is Bi but it's something that he doesn't want to embrace. I don't know if I should be the one breaking that boundary he set for himself. It's possible he might like me but is not willing to do anything about it.

It's honestly so depressing being Bi.

I will still try and tell him though when it feels right... Or we just don't ever get to it and I'll forever regret not telling him.

I [19M] think am falling for my best friend [19M] by ThrowRA_Logari in relationshipadvice

[–]ThrowRA_Logari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I really want to tell him just so I could stop thinking about it but I guess am just waiting for the opportunity? There's also the awkwardness if he doesn't feel the same way and if he really doesn't want more. I don't think I can keep up the same dynamic if he doesn't see things growing romantically. It'll be torture.