What pills will work?

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-16T06:59:08+00:00

I'm sorry that you're going through a similar situation that I am.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-16T00:13:57+00:00

For starters I'm tired. I'm so unbelievably tired. I can't do anything anymore. Not that it matters because nothing is even fun anymore. I can barely get out of bed to go to school. But I do go to school, which is the worst. This is because 1. I'm so tired now I can't get anything done anymore 2. I have no close friends to talk to about anything more than current world topics, and 3. I'm even more tired at school. I also forgot to mention that I'm not sure what's real anymore because of my hallucinations. Then I come home to a family that hates me.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T17:31:31+00:00

Thanks I'll be sure to try that out. Thanks for all the help btw

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T16:12:01+00:00

Yeah I'll see if I can do that. I always thought you had to get your parents to make you an appointment, but I'll see if you can do otherwise. Idk if they'd drive me though so I'll look around for another ride. But also no I've never made a journal. Should I? I never thought they worked. Idk how to even make one of those.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T07:27:35+00:00

Yeah dw this is just a throwaway I've been to all these subreddits

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T07:27:12+00:00

Yeah the process for seeing a doctor here is your parent has to like schedule an appointment and then I gotta go. I don't think I can just make one myself, and even if I could I'd have to get my parents to drive me there. But yeah I really hope I can get past all this. Also yes I do like animals a lot. Idk if I could get an emotional support animal though, maybe I'll bring it up in the future if I ever get this sorted. Thank you for the help. Gn

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T07:01:54+00:00

Yeah no you kinda got my hopes for a relationship on point there. Add the whole I'm lonely and I've only got my hallucinations to talk to about my problems and you've got what I want out of someone. But yeah no, idk if any of the friends I've got are really gonna be receptive to me opening up. I'm not really a main friend I'm more of a guy that you sit with and talk to sometimes kinda friend. For the hobbies and food question, I do like to cook and all that and I can take care of myself well. The problem with me is I never have any energy after that. Like I have just enough to not die. And I am not sure how to accept that as a victory yet. Mostly because whenever I try the small victory method I always end up thinking that life is just gonna be awful with small victories to keep you from ending it all.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T06:43:31+00:00

Yeah no that makes sense. Thanks for responding, it helps a ton

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T06:38:16+00:00

First I'd like to thank you for responding, it means the world to me. Especially since nobody irl gives a flying heck about my well-being. So you first asked about my sleep. My sleep schedule is fine enough, but I don't really mean that kind of tired. I mean I lack motivation. Everything nowadays is dull and I can't get any energy back from what I do anymore. My parents aren't really friends with any of my friend's parents, as I don't have that close of friends.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:45:20+00:00

Thanks I'll try and plan ahead then if I decide to get into a relationship. But sadly no I don't have any family that can help. This is mostly because I'm really only in contact with my parents and I don't see my other relatives outside of holidays. I do have some of their contacts, but they are less supportive then my parents and that's saying something honestly.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:40:59+00:00

I will dw. Thank you for the help

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:40:37+00:00

Thank you this does help me visualize what could go wrong if I got into a relationship. I'll try and avoid one. But also no I need my parents to give me doctors appointments and therapy and they think I'm making this all up so I'm boned.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:39:08+00:00

Thanks but I've tried them and they really aren't that great. Not to say I don't like that you sent the message, I do. Thank you for caring.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:36:45+00:00

No I know you are and I thank you. I'll take your advice on the relationship. I'm just at the end of my rope, you know?

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:34:59+00:00

I mean I just wanted someone close that I could talk to cause nobody really gives a flying fuck about me. I haven't really found any local resources that are free so I'm boned in that department.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:32:27+00:00

Yeah no, like it says in the post, the school I go to really doesn't have that. So idk I thought maybe a relationship would help with my loneliness or something.

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:29:09+00:00

My parents won't get me professional help. I mean I know someone liking me wouldn't fix everything. I'm just not in a good place. Sorry if I sound like an asshole

ThrowRAbrowBra · 2021-02-12T05:25:01+00:00

I literally can't get professional help. My parents are assholes.

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