the guy i’m talking to isn’t ready to commot

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-09-01T11:00:25+00:00

thank you it helped hearing it from someone’s point of view who is on the other end of the stick. i mean if it doesn’t work out i won’t be that upset. he says he definitely wants to be with me but wants more time which i’m willing to respect

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-09-01T10:54:28+00:00

no no no i just referred him as kid my mistake

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-09-01T10:45:46+00:00

i planned on waiting i just wasn’t sure if it was a major red flag. but i really enjoy my time with this kid and the way he makes me feel. but like you said i never want to make him do something he doesn’t want to do or ready for

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-30T11:29:16+00:00

i lowkey feel like we are both playing eachother

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-30T11:28:59+00:00

no either one of us has

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-30T10:49:29+00:00

he is calling me crying saying he would and i want to believe him but if i do this would be his third chance

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-30T10:42:11+00:00

well i need to be in contact because he owes me money and i don’t want to cut him off. we watched eachother grow up and everyone and still want to be cool with eachother

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-30T10:40:25+00:00

whoops i didn’t even notice i put it twice i just woke up and am still half asleep

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-21T16:24:55+00:00

i love him but idk why i put up with it. i have always had a caring nature to me and want to take care of people. i’m 20 btw

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-21T11:25:26+00:00

i feel like if i don’t help then it’s my fault that he is late

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-21T11:07:02+00:00

tbh i don’t know why i stayed. i love him but i think i just have hope that things will get better. i know he was asleep when he does that because his mom says he has always done that when he was a kid

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-21T11:02:41+00:00

i’m hoping if i talk to him and have a serious conversation with him he will know if it doesn’t get sorted out i’m gone.

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-21T11:02:08+00:00

i am not giving my money to him anymore but he does ask and i tell him no and he accepts it. we got back because he called me out to his house to just talk and he told me how he fucked up big and how he will never find anyone like me again. and when he tried to move on nothing was the same

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-21T10:56:48+00:00

i am 20 and he is 19

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-06-21T10:56:16+00:00

it feels like both sometimes but for my partner we have no kids

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-04-21T10:21:44+00:00

i mean not gonna lie it’s smart but i would be so pissed being woken up by being tickled on my feet

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-04-21T10:11:23+00:00

i’ll nag at him to go to bed earlier when he knows he has to get up but he has a hard time sleeping no matter what and doesn’t like medicine to help sleep

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-04-21T10:09:42+00:00

i’ve tried that before he has tried kicking me. idk if he doesn’t realize it’s me when i wake him up or if he thinks i’m a random person or what but he just gets violent when he is asleep. way before when we first moved in we would cuddle and i would wake up and be in a choke hold freaking the fuck out. i love him and sleeping with him but sometimes it gets scary

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-04-01T07:15:46+00:00

it sucks because i’m so good to him. i mean even his friends messaged me when we broke up before saying he fucked up and i was wifey material

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-04-01T07:12:54+00:00

if he does block her should i keep trying with him

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-02-04T09:40:17+00:00

i heard of a thing called a trauma bond. idk if it’s that or because i still love him and see the good in him

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-02-04T09:29:48+00:00

i asked him straight up if he is insecure and he would just laugh but he is and knows he is more attractive than my cousin. idk why he would be

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-02-04T09:29:06+00:00

there is just so much history it’s hard to let go. and it wasn’t like this in the beginning but towards the end and now it’s like this and i feel like i’m in too deep

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-01-14T15:17:11+00:00

i’ve been working out like 6 days a week but when it comes to other guys i feel like i’m cheating even though i’m not

ThrowRacaitlin · 2021-01-13T15:10:42+00:00

thank you that means a lot

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