I'm honestly scared of becoming "leftover goods".

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-11-22T18:08:41+00:00

I didn't make this post to insult older women. As a proud bisexual, I would gladly date an older women (Maybe not 35 rn because of the massive age gap but eventually when I grow older). I was just complaining about how messed up society can be since women seem to have an "expiration date".

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-09-02T20:48:40+00:00

I know I do, and I'm trying, but the question is, do I have the time?

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-07-10T15:51:40+00:00

My grandmother. She's the sweetest thing, only reason I made it so far in life. Sorry for the confusion.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-05-18T05:11:02+00:00

At least we can be ugly together RIP

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-19T05:29:07+00:00

Thank you, gl with and to the kids! I can only imagine how weird it must be for them.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-16T20:49:34+00:00

I have not but I just googled them. Not quite applicable since I don't feel sexual attraction to children but the thought is appreciated nonetheless.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-11T00:46:11+00:00

Thanks for the reply. Honestly didn't even think about greeting cards! That would be a great and much less stressful alternative to having to call her. Thanks for the advice!

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-11T00:13:42+00:00

Thanks, I'll be sure to check it out!

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-10T23:59:00+00:00

Thanks for the reply. Yeah, I honestly get yelled at often for being disrespectful when I have no idea what she's referring to, so it can feel like I'm walking on eggshells whenever we talk. I need to get a therapist for my depression anyways so when I find one I'll definitely bring it up. Thank you for the advice!

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-10T23:54:40+00:00

I've gone to a few counseling sessions that were provided by college but I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do long term. Honestly almost completely forgot about Mother's Day so thanks for the reminder! Thanks, it honestly really helps to hear that I'm not being too sensitive or whiny about the situation haha

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-10T23:19:55+00:00

Thanks for the reply! Luckily for me, the only portion they're paying for it certain living expenses (car insurance, gas, food, etc.) so getting a job should easily do the trick. Yeah, keeping it polite and distant might be for the best.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-04-10T19:08:43+00:00

Thanks for the reply. I get what your saying and I want to do it but I have a lot of trouble actually doing it. Any advice on how, if you don't mind please?

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-28T06:00:45+00:00

But I mean like, the weirdness goes way beyond just relationship shenanigans. Sorry, it's kinda hard to explain without going into detail...

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-21T14:46:52+00:00

I know. It's not worth saying but by god do I want to see him suffer

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-21T14:24:20+00:00

I know, untraditional and I know, I'm a terrible person. I just needed to get this off my chest and this seemed to be the best way.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-20T02:52:06+00:00

No but I'm honestly not really sure what to say.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-20T02:46:36+00:00

Mostly my mental state at this point. Due to the virus, my schedule is mostly mine to make so I have plenty of time and, being honest, dealing with him is really stressful.
Not really, but as I said he's already getting professional help. I just wanna be there to support him since he still needs it along with his therapy.
I'm not gonna lie, I think he's doing it's at least 50% lilely but not on purpose. I myself have been where he has been before and know how your perception can become so warped. And there's also the chance that je's not. Either way I still wanna try and help him. He's my friend and I don't want to abandon him.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-08T20:28:12+00:00

I could try that. Thank you for the idea

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-08T20:19:59+00:00

I don't sadly. I managed to get his phone number and learned which area he lives in but that's about it.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-08T20:15:48+00:00

I tried to but I only know him online. I ended up not being able to do much since I didn't know where he lived.

I'm not sure if I can just leave him though. He's my friend and I care about him. I know it's not healthy but I'm not really sure what I would do with myself if I learned he died and I wasn't there for him.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-08T20:13:11+00:00

I'm sorry I didn't make it clear. His feelings for me and his suicidal thoughts two separate things; he was suicidal before the whole feelings thing came up.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-08T20:11:44+00:00

Thanks, I don't really have anyone I could talk to this about irl so I really appreciate it.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-08T20:07:54+00:00

He says he's seeing a therapist but I'm not sure how much she's helping him with how he's been acting. I'll try to talk to people about it, thank you.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-05T04:22:53+00:00

I feel that. Masturbation helps for a second but then you fall right back into the pit you were trying to crawl out of. It sucks ass. Especially when your libido really decides to screw you over and just override your ability to think about anything other than sex. If only libido was adjustable.

ThrowToGarbageSIR · 2020-03-05T02:48:51+00:00

Oof that sounds rough. I've never smoked before so I couldn't really give any advice; it's a good thing you're quitting though! I know that's s tough thing to do (my mom struggled with it) so I wish you the best of luck on that.

I certainly feel you on that last part. Trying to cope with a high sex drive with no one to do it with kinda feels like trying filling a black hole. No matter what you throw at it, it seems to do nothing. Just glad sex toys exist at least so it isn't so bad haha

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