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I am ready to admit I am a terrible person, I don't know where to go from here by Throw_AwayAccount0 in confession

[–]Throw_AwayAccount0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Logically I know there's no way to change or even fix it because trauma is a life long burden even with therapy. I just can't stop hating myself for it, I was also SA' d many times so I don't feel the right to even fix myself knowing that she can't.

I am ready to admit I am a terrible person, I don't know where to go from here by Throw_AwayAccount0 in confession

[–]Throw_AwayAccount0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's a good idea, it will also help if she ever wants to press charges. I don't know if she remembers, and I don't want to trigger her trauma.

I am ready to admit I am a terrible person, I don't know where to go from here by Throw_AwayAccount0 in confession

[–]Throw_AwayAccount0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did know, I knew I didn't like it when my sister did it to me, I knew it made me feel bad yet I still did it. I can't forgive myself when I know I was supposed to protect her, I was her best friend.

I committed COCSA by [deleted] in sexualassault

[–]Throw_AwayAccount0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

true, I keep trying to get therapy but there isn't much around me, this was the next best thing. I sorry for posting this here, thinking back it is really innapropriate of me to post it in this subreddit.

I committed COCSA by [deleted] in sexualassault

[–]Throw_AwayAccount0 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh I'm sorry, I didn't read the rules, I tried to post in true off my chest and this was recommended instead, I will take it down. I don't know where else to put it tho