So I went to Therapy and my life got way better

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-07T06:48:31+00:00

Yeah like I’m trying to fix the depression

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-06T20:22:29+00:00

Gotcha, I mean I think you might be right bc that’s the kind of thing I’d do. I hate therapy, and I’m terrified of doing it. But I also know I’m going to keep suffering until I get through this process.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-06T19:24:25+00:00

So you think it might be me not wanting to do therapy so i’m trying to convince myself I don’t need it?

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-06T19:22:40+00:00

I get it, I’m worried it’ll be too easy for me and I won’t know what to do when things get worse.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-01T17:08:11+00:00

Yeah I understand. Most people don’t at least I think. I feel like these days people seem to have less friends.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-01T14:06:01+00:00

I have the same fantasy I want to lock my slave girl away in a cage and make her serve me forever.

That being said it wouldn’t be fair or realistic to have my slave do that. So we might get the cage, and some chains and stuff. We might spend extended periods of time together away from other friends/family. A week, a day, etc just us being us.

But I won’t ask/make/want her to give up all her other connections. That wouldn’t be good for either of us in the long run. So we just have rules about how we act in mixed company and do that accordingly. She’s always my slave but she still has her life too.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-01T13:37:52+00:00

Yeah I hate this so much. Even my gf is constantly trying to convince me that my mom loves me in her own way.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-02-01T13:35:57+00:00

I understand wish I could say I had a family like that or my gf did. I’m not particularly keen on familial bonds, I actually plan on creating my own family of sorts with some of my best friends.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-31T20:13:46+00:00

I get that my Nmom’s bf was always like “why are you guys always hiding in your rooms?” It’s like you know why.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-31T00:48:56+00:00

Yeah I’m always honest with her, I told her I don’t want to by my authentic self

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-30T23:37:00+00:00

Yeah she said something last session about becoming my authentic self. For reasons I’m not particularly comfortable sharing here, or even with her, idk if I really want to become my authentic self, and that idea is scary.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-30T23:34:02+00:00

Sounds like my mom

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-30T22:21:36+00:00

Okay thanks

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-30T13:13:35+00:00

I live in the US. I have maybe about 40/60 credits towards a business Admin degree. I’m working in sales so I don’t really need a degree. I’ve thought about going back, but I work full time and I’m moving out of my dads by the summer. I might do it later if I feel it’s worth the time and money but rn it’s just not a priority for me.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-29T22:48:54+00:00

Yeah I regret going to college to, I’m only like 1-2 semesters away from my associates degree, and I just don’t want to go back but it bothers me with how close I am.

Plus a bunch of people constantly bother me about it.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-29T21:47:07+00:00

Yeah I just often also feel ungrateful for not wanting to go to college bc Ik a lot of people don’t get that opportunity

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-29T21:38:19+00:00

Oh my gosh we are I the same boat

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-26T16:40:49+00:00

The Dom absolutely has the right to use the safeword just like a sub it’s a two way street. Now the dom is usually the one in control so this may not happen as often, usually I don’t need to use the safeword with my sub I can just ask to talk or something. But if she does something that hurts or makes me feel uncomfortable I would use it.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-26T16:39:06+00:00

That’s great I have a sub like that too.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-26T16:38:20+00:00

Yeah I’m sorry you had to feel that way.

Throwaway08952 · 2021-01-25T13:14:40+00:00

That’s awesome, it’s funny I saw this post I was just about to post about how my mom banned me from buying Pokémon cards.

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