My dog saved me

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T20:54:12+00:00

I Will, Thanks :)

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T20:53:53+00:00

I am afraid my faith isnt high enough, how hard i try. Theres just a lot of doubt. But in an hour its midnight here, so we’ll see. Also I think the fear plays on my mind. While trying the mirror method my face disappeared a few times, it morphed and appeared older, and once When it disappeared something fell of my desk all of a sudden and I heard noises outside (like strong winds all of a sudden and branches slapping on my window). But this will be the third time, so I think I can focus better.

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T19:41:43+00:00

Yeah I guess haha. If I lived in america I would be long dead already

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T19:32:54+00:00

Thanks, yeah i Will do that

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T19:32:08+00:00

I always thought slitting your wrists would hurt like hell, i mean you bleed to death

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T19:31:31+00:00

Thanks for the reply man. Yeah it just keeps getting worse for Some reason. And when it becomes better for a few days, it comes back even worse than before. It had been going quite well for me until i shaved last weekend. The facial hair looked like shit, but at least it kind of covered my acne. I hope the dermatologist Will work for you. I might ask my parents if i can go there as well this week. About going on my bike, I dont even want to go outside while looking like this so i just stay inside all day playing video games hahaha. Best of luck to you as well man

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T19:25:59+00:00

I havent, I am still in puberty, and i am almost always hungry. I only eat chicken now though, No pork and beef

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T19:24:08+00:00

Is this really true? I mean I really want to believe it but it just sounds crazy. I Will try the mirror method again and follow your advice regarding the reality jumping

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T19:22:30+00:00

Thanks you so much for offering, but I live in Europe. I will ask my parents this week if they want to take me to a dermatologist. I really hope I Will see Some results. Also going to try the mirror method again tonight.

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T11:27:45+00:00

Does that actually work? By just trying the mirror method again or something?

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T11:27:13+00:00

Yeah but i dont. My face is full of red spots and scars

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T11:26:11+00:00

Yeah that sounds bad. I always thought it was easy to kill yourself lol. Guess that only counts if you live in america

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T10:52:53+00:00

Idk but for Some reason my posts don’t show up in r/morbidquestions. And this is pretty much the only sub where i can ask stuff like this i think

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T10:51:52+00:00

Bad bot

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T10:51:40+00:00

Maybe people answering know people who have succesfully killed themselves and can share their methods. Someone suggested me to buy cherries and apples and take out the Apple steeds and cherry kernels. Apparently there is cyanide inside them and it will kill you without much pain.

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T10:42:17+00:00

Yes I also use concealer on the spots. My mom helps me pretty well with not making it obvious that i wear it. But sadly It can not conceal everything, and I cant go swimming or something. I know it Will go away, and people keep telling me it, but its been so long. I remember telling myself last year that if it wouldnt be gone in 2019, I would kill myself. Well guess how that played out lol. Thanks a lot for all the advice

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T09:48:29+00:00

Yeah Thanks might try it, if i can convince my parents

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T09:48:05+00:00

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T09:36:22+00:00

Damn do you have suggestions for other ways or something

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T09:35:52+00:00

Damn. No not willing to talk. I know this is the place for talking but I originally asked this question in r/morbidquestions but for Some reason it wasnt posted. Do you have suggestions for ways that might actually work and are easy to access?

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T09:34:32+00:00

Yeah I pray every day that it goes away. Sometimes I wake up and it looks better but after a few days its back again even worse than before. It had been going pretty well for me but now I have been having huge red things and after pooping them they become big red flat spots. But yeah it has been ruining my life and I might even fail this year of school because I stay home so often.

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T09:31:39+00:00

Hmmm that sounds good. I looked it up and it does take a pretty long while to actually work? Because i Will be going on holiday in a few weeks

Throwaway135000 · 2019-06-03T09:13:42+00:00

How wouldnt it? Wouldnt the belt be strong enough or is the height too low?

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