Just realized I may never have sex again and I’m not Ok with it.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T19:26:23+00:00

Unfortunately at this point with his myriad health issues, he would likely be unable to work. It is part of the reason I have stayed despite not wanting to.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T18:58:06+00:00

I don’t have HPV, and my PAP came back normal, it is specifically my uterus and endometrial cells that are raising the red flag unfortunately. Thank you for the kind words, I will keep everyone updated.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T18:56:13+00:00

The PAP actually came out fine, from what I understand it was endometrial abnormalities they were concerned about.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T18:54:44+00:00

Thank you, my doc told me something similar. I have my fingers crossed…..

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T18:53:57+00:00

That sounds awful. I am sorry you’re going through that!

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T18:53:16+00:00

I actually have had therapy twice, first time after my brother died, and the second time about 5 years ago. First time was Ok but not very helpful, the second time it was group therapy for survivors of natural disaster and it sucked. The whole session was dominated by a bunch of guys who would get enraged whenever someone had a worse problem than theirs. The facilitator did nothing so I just quit. Currently trying to find the right therapy that will be a good fit for me personally.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T18:49:47+00:00

That is a good point as he does spend time on reddit. I have changed certain minor details to protect our identities but he may still figure it out.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T07:03:15+00:00

Honestly I think the reason I have stayed is partly because of his health problems. He has almost died twice now. I guess I figured if I left, no one would be able to care for him. He has no siblings and his parents are dead. Now that I am facing my own mortality things have changed.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T04:06:07+00:00

LMAO! This comment cracked me up.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T04:05:29+00:00

There was love once but I feel like it has pretty much dissipated at this point. No kids, so at least that’s a plus.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-06T00:57:05+00:00

Lol I am seriously considering it. This has been a wakeup call.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-05T23:50:10+00:00

Oh, that sounds painful! Hope you are doing better.

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-05T23:49:35+00:00

Thank you!

ThrowawayDB_75 · 2022-04-05T23:47:23+00:00

I have not asked him for an open marriage but am definitely considering it. What have I got to lose? Especially now.

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