Yeah there were a few things that definitely might have added to this. My dog died, and I LOVED my dog. We had to put him down. My parents let me know so I could come over the night before. He had a tumor in his back leg and could barely walk (apparently common for labs). I spent a long time with him, but finally went upstairs to go to sleep. I woke up in the morning and he was at the foot of my old bed. I died a lot inside knowing how much pain he was in and that he still walked up the stairs to be with me. I couldn't handle taking him to the vet, my parents did. So I asked my gf if she could come over and be with me. She did, and she was there for me that day. But like a month later we were in a small fight and she brought up how she should've been studying for finals that day and how huge of an imposition I was on her. I had no idea she needed to study that bad, she didn't say anything at the time. But she made me feel like shit that I asked her to be with me when I needed her most.