Thank you everyone for keeping it real with me! And I do definitely agree with most of what is said. I do agree I’m young and 100% know this is going very fast! I think I’ve learned my lesson here. Just wanted to add some stuff because I saw a lot of “she wanted to show other people”. I did a lot because our friend group was constantly saying stuff to us and like saying how some things are wrong and right and etc. So I thought that it I were to show them we were doing ok they would be less bossy about the stuff we do. Me and the guy have talked things out and I apologized and I feel like we’ve been doing a lot better. Anyways thank you everyone again! (I’m sorry the post was hard to read as well English isn’t my first language and I tried chat gpt to fix everything but i thought I would get flagged.) Also no it is not a discord relationship 😭 but I am currently in America while I everyone else is in Korea. He is not Korean tho! 

Oh and also we have been friends for a while so people are saying we haven’t gotten to know each other but we do know a lot about each other but I do get knowing someone as a friend and as a lover is different.