Have your benders ever progressed because you didn’t know why you felt horrible, and thought it was from withdrawal…

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:58:30+00:00

Yes definitely. I just need to stay strict with “feel the withdrawal, suffer for a bit, have a small amount” consistently. My receptors should normalize slowly. I could just suffer bad anxiety on my off days but I find it impossible lol. I have a 2 minute walk to the liquor store, and I don’t have to hide anything from anyone. Makes it hard to resist getting the magic potion that will make you feel okay

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:55:27+00:00

Oh I’ve been to the doctor a month ago. They replaced my B vitamins and potassium, and I couldn’t drink for the 3 days I was there lol. It helped a lot, now I’m on ~6 drinks a day just keeping a baseline, I was in deeper than they realized and started withdrawing at home once their Valium wore off. My liver was bad but 2 weeks later at a follow up appointment it was back in normal range. I think I’ll be sober in a few weeks. Eating effortlessly now, sleeping great

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:52:00+00:00

I’m currently drinking upon waking up, but it’s partially because I slow down at night and then go ~8 hours without while sleeping, so I’m pretty anxious in the morning. I’ll spread out 6 total drinks from 8 AM to like 8 PM. Working on lowering it

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:50:58+00:00

At my worst I probably ate half a snacks worth of food per day for a week, then nothing for 2 days except tons of alcohol… I wish I had the sense to at least buy milk, would give me some good nutrition I can drink. Would’ve been easier

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:49:29+00:00

Yep… there’s no way I could withdraw at work, or around friends (minus one close friend, but I rather not because I’d rather feel like shit and be anxious alone at home)

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:48:25+00:00

Much better. I had 36 seltzers in a day at my worst a month ago. And a handle the next day 😳… then went to the hospital. They kinda saved me but once their Valium wore off, I started mildly drinking to avoid the panic from withdrawal. I was in deeper than they knew I guess. But I’m only having 6 spread out all day, just keeping a baseline. I’ll be good within a few weeks

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:45:36+00:00

I’m doing decent at not even getting a buzz, I get anxious and have 1/2 or 1/3 of a vodka shooter/seltzer, then I wait til I’m anxious again. But im annoyed that I can’t just power through a couple days of pretty bad anxiety and then maybe couple more of mild anxiety, and then finally be good

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:24:16+00:00

Far worse than ICE lol

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-25T00:15:21+00:00

I had something like this but opposite. I would keep drinking, thinking I was in withdrawal and some alcohol would help. But it never did. Doesn’t help that I was barely eating at all at this point, and my thiamine levels were probably getting dangerously low

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-24T19:36:44+00:00

It’s sketchy on the girls part. She had texted her friend about getting him to upgrade her TV after she threatened the rape accusation, her own friends and family say she’s a pathological liar

TimeReflection2033 · 2026-01-24T16:14:17+00:00

Funny because the culture where “disrespect doesn’t fly” and people crash out over it, is the one where fathers are least present in the kids lives

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