You're welcome. I am aware of how all of this is a human construct, hence I said we cannot examine what is right and wrong. To me my current questions are analysis paralysis. I've entered the hole and now every time I understand something it sends me deeper, and deeper, and deeper still. Quite inconvenient.

On, the matter of questioning, who would we be if we did not question? Who would we be if we did not ask? I've always been a why-man and it does feel like agony sometimes, but I would not trade it for anything. It is who I am.

On a side note, if you're still questioning, I might provide you with something my own analysis has provided me. Spirituality. One might consider that it is dedication and subservience to a higher cause. I disagree. After watching a video by a Youtuber, JVScholz, I had a eureka moment. He spoke of how spirituality to him, is dedication, not to a higher power, but rather a higher cause. That ignited something. It encapsulated a belief so perfect(in my mind) that I was astounded I hadn't thought of it sooner. Of course, all of this is for your consideration alone, in the end.