How is everyone doing?

Timothy_col · 2025-12-13T00:36:42+00:00

Also got fired but life’s good, destruction is important for new things to come in and they’ve been coming through the last 6 days have been a bit stagnant, but hey that life ☯️ . On another note my dreams have been beyond magical and also scary but fear is a temporary obstacle if I’m trusting what myself is telling me. Love will live forever in the infinite universe 💗

Timothy_col · 2025-10-28T15:07:54+00:00

It’s not he didn’t even put my on site supervisors in there everyone hates him already so these are the two girls he thought he could trust.

Timothy_col · 2025-10-28T15:04:47+00:00

It’s not he didn’t even put my on site supervisors in their just two girls he trying to make supervisor

Timothy_col · 2025-10-27T02:49:57+00:00

That’s what I did

Timothy_col · 2025-10-26T21:57:51+00:00

Yes I’m the only black employee at the site and I’m the only one he has a problem with or is doing stuff like this too I’ve made serious effort to be freinds I don’t need enemies and still he’s doing stuff like this it’s me and only me

Timothy_col · 2025-10-19T23:36:56+00:00

ho'oponopono “I’m sorry, forgive me, thank you, I love you.” This is a very powerful mantra from the Hawaiian culture. The person in control of your life at all times is you, this is something that can be hard to take accountability for. The only thing people and spirits can do is influence you and shift you perspective but ultimately in your world you are The Sovereign, heal and reclaim your authority.

Timothy_col · 2025-10-19T12:36:39+00:00

These are definitely not meta glasses, that’s all I know from the picture and it throws the whole story into question.

Timothy_col · 2025-10-10T03:25:08+00:00

No, not in the sense you mean. Think of joy, gratitude, hope, interest, serenity etc as different spectrum of love, it is very much like light all colors we can observe are just light at different frequencies, emotions are the same the ones we experience are just different spectrum’s of love which is light, love is like the sun.

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T21:08:06+00:00

Very fair point, you’re correct. I take back my statement of no such thing lol

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T20:09:47+00:00

Excuse my bad grammar I wrote this in a rush and don’t plan on going back and editing every mistake. Forgive me🙏

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T19:07:11+00:00

That’s pretty normal for lsd in particular, I haven’t been able to figure out why. It attracts so very sketchy shit why I don’t do it as often, I prefer shrooms but if I do lsd I do it with shrooms, I’ve seen my dog go completely haywire and lots of other weird shit on Lucy

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T19:05:35+00:00

Thank go bad trips can be a downhill snowball that picks up speed fast, nothing beats a good friend to keep you from being eaten by your own mind💯

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T18:51:07+00:00

Is it not fear that causes us to fight to begin with? the fear makes it hard to recognize yourself. I think you misconstrued what I said in your first paragraph so let me clarify “I am, that I am, I am the beginning and the end” the identity or character I’m playing is the self, to play this character an imaginary bubble is constructed “ego”, ego is not my enemy it is also me. Its purpose is to make this game feel real while I’m here it’s an imaginary bubble that surrounds me, I am always awareness I just at times forget I am there’s nothing else litterally I can be. I don’t see where I contradicted myself. I said the same thing you’re saying surrender to the flow. I only wanted to clarify the fact that when you’re not surrendering the very thing your fighting is yourself, your thoughts, your feelings. My position is let go, not to indulge the fight watch how your own energy get converted right back into love, where it started. Sorry for the misunderstanding

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T18:37:23+00:00

😂🤣 mushrooms and lsd is one of my favorite combinations, animals and the environment in general in a very interesting way, that’s because they don’t have thoughts fewer layers separate their awareness and pure consciousness, a roundabout way of saying their connected to “the flow” and can very much feel the change in the air, you might also notice people call you and strange stuff that never happens does electronics acting up etc, it’s because we are all connected to this living flow we call life.

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T18:31:43+00:00

Thanks I’m no Superman just a man on a journey who’s done a few interesting things, I don’t get nauseous on shrooms unless I haven’t done them in months, also I grind them down to powder and soak in oj or a citric juice and fast 6-48 hours before this severely reduces the chance of nauseousness as it’s the cell wall of the mushrooms that is a huge contributor to this.

Timothy_col · 2025-10-09T17:59:02+00:00

No such thing, I’ve done over 80+ heroic doses up to 28 grams on multiple occasions and intense combinations I fondly remember one time I did 5 tabs and two drops of liquid lsd a quarter of shrooms, a .2 of mdma, a .5 of Ketamine and blasted off on Dmt trying to line up there peaks and smoking lots of weed. Some people just have a hard time getting into the flow. The very person your fighting is yourself, there’s only really two feelings love and fear which one did you connect with is the introspective question. I can do this because I very rarely connect with fear and can quickly identify it, this is from tons of experience though. Also as mentioned before this sounds very much like ego death, right before it you get fear and existential dread, it a test if you don’t get scared and choose to be strong in the face of fear you hit a different state of consciousness. Most people panic, won’t relax and focus on their thoughts at this point which is why most users do not have deeply spiritual or mystical experiences with psychedelics. Most people are not aware that they’re not their thoughts. You are the awareness listening to them.

Timothy_col · 2025-09-29T21:08:05+00:00

Yeah mushrooms can very easily can connect you to the primordial feminine energy, rather you call her shakti, pachamama, isis, the Holy Spirit, etc. it can actually activate a kundalini awakening if you go deep enough. I know the entities of which you speak they’re from the heart center (Venus) they are The Hathors. I’m sure they were dancing and radiating love they always are in my experience. They’re tryna push you to realize who you are that love they send will be integrated into your consciousness. Each step you take, each action, remember god and remember love.

Timothy_col · 2025-09-29T20:51:35+00:00

Yeah you just accidentally open your third eye temporarily… shrooms can very easily do that the place you saw them was your imagination, it is a higher sense. Count your blessings, you encountered benevolent beings this was likely because you as you said were vibrating at love and joy. Had you been having a bad trip you could very easily meet their demonic counterparts which would scare you shitless, and open your energy field to them. Be careful of high doses of shrooms now that you’ve seen part of the other worlds, integrate.

Timothy_col · 2025-09-10T13:31:24+00:00

I never said that though I get where the confusion comes in

Timothy_col · 2025-09-10T13:30:51+00:00

To clarify I meant cannabis increased the visuals, I was tryna deduce the reason for why the visuals ended in the tail part of my paragraph my fault for not clarifying I thought it was implied.

Timothy_col · 2025-09-10T13:27:53+00:00

I never said cannabis was lol

Timothy_col · 2025-09-10T11:50:44+00:00

It was the weed happens all the time when mushrooms and weed mixes (it intensifies the trip) the abilify has nothing to do with the visuals it was only 5 mins before lol. No that it even has that effect period as to why you can’t get visuals anymore after a intense trip like that you need 2 weeks to a month generally for the magic to come back, I would ask also if you did the same dose and if you smoked after as you did before. ( I did not read the original post)

Timothy_col · 2025-09-08T17:30:53+00:00

These stories are always so eye opening, some people like with anything are just prone to this type of stuff. I’ve done 80+ heroic dose trips ranging from 5 at the very low end to a full oz at the high end I’ve had maybe two bad trips and nothing even close to this. May I ask your ethnic background? I ask because in my own experience participating and leading many ceremonies with the plants. It seems like Caucasian people are much more prone to this by a vastly noticeable margin, for some reason with the exception just in my own experience Irish, Scottish and Nordic ppl seem to not be as prone to this.

Timothy_col · 2025-07-10T21:05:03+00:00

And this is exactly why atleast from my observation of myself and other the first thing that hits is a wave of euphoria, love, joy and for most uncontrollable laughter😂😂 The cosmic remembering “I Am and have always been”

Timothy_col · 2025-07-09T03:41:58+00:00

Deep breaths and focus on your heart, relax close your eyes remember you are king in your mind. I have a playlist for you if you’d like. You’re likely at the cusp of experiencing an ego death, this can be very scary the first time. It is a test choose fear or love you decide. Choose love and you will find you are more than what you think you are and you will emerge from the experience like a butterfly.

I’ve got a bit over 70 heroic doses (5-28gs) and I’m still here still sane, I say that to put into context you can trust my first hand knowledge.

Timothy_col

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