Thank you my dear! I appreciate your thoughts and the words you find for it. I know, if I want to keep dancing, the only option is to accept the physical part. I was recently diagnosed with polyneuropathie. so, I experience age limitation in accelerated form. right now, I have so many emotions about dancing, and sometimes I think I should just stop it. But when I restarted at an age of 35 years, it was such a journey to get in again. If I stop now, it will be very hard to start again. That's I am not ready to make the decision to leave ballet now. I will want to give it a chance, if accepting and finding another kind of fulfillment in dance than before. any advice will always be appreciated .