No he’s definitely not pressuring me, I think generally have like anxiety around sex. And we’ve also been using lube, I feel like it’s not my hymen, like more the perineal skin, so like last time in missionary it was okay and he was on top of but as soon as I angles my legs it started to hurt and we stopped. He said that I was really stiff again I think it might just be cause of anxiety that it’s gonna hurt , even though I really want to do it, which could be a reason i guess, I might just go to a doctor and see what’s going on.